Sweet Home and Melody

Today I have ACC 3606 exam. I feel I would either fail or get D, or the get C perhaps..
Even if I get C, though I would still thankful, but I will still sad
Luckily, it's the last paper so I don't need to study for other modules. I think my mind and soul is not together at this point of time

I would say it probably the worst paper I do. I totally screwed up with this.
The first exam I really cried after exam that I couldn't stop
Even I'm writing here with my trembling hand
I called my mom n my friends couldn't stop my tears
I felt bad that I made my mom sad for me. Luckily I have parent that blame me or demand me for good score. But still, I feel very sorry to myself and to my parent

It was a 4 hours and 15minutes paper.But it's totally not enough for me...
I couldn't finish my exam, even the part I did also not completely right. Though I never leave my paper blank for each questions but I could roughly know, some subsection i would get zero mark. I even could say 1 question  20marks I totally messed up. I could firmly feel I would lose at least 30mark out of 100 for sure. The unsure part is much more....

Come out from exam, I heard some people also didn't finish the question, though it's kindda comfort me abit, but i guess I won't be better than them. Well, of course there are smart people that can finish or do well, hmmm..I don't think people are doing badly..that mk me feel more miserable...

After this exam, I feel like not doing anything, I actually have lots things to do bfr going back to my hometown tomorrow for my CCA etc. Now I don't feel doing anything, even watching drama or going for shopping as I planned after exam, I couldn't do or enjoy it. I feel my mind and my soul and my brain is now not interconnected.

I could only pray
I could only wish for miracle
I still hope my other modules can help me

Why recently my heartbeat is faster than usual without any reasons. So weird....
Too much study? Too much sleep syndrome perhaps? consume a unsuitable supplement vitamin?

I don't like people ask me to do something or buy something from them by using God's name. The more you say, the more I will think all your action from negative point of view, the more I feel you are using God's name for marketing and defeat your positive purpose.

Like these songs a lot.


2AM I did wrong



2PM I"ll be back

Wuiiihhhh,

Finally, I finished my FIN3102 Investment Analysis Exam today.
The exam was 2 hours...20mcq+5calculation essay questions...

How to say...
it's not hard
it's not easy as well
My cheat sheet had too much shit till I didn't squeeze in some important things. But anyway, it's finished. I hope I don't need to SU this module

I still have 4 exams...and today I super slacked...I somehow felt my brain deserved a rest after today's exam...I watched a drama "Secret Garden", a nice new korean drama. Hyunbin is handsome..whahah
Check it out here: http://kimchidrama.blogspot.com/2010/11/secret-garden_16.html

then my SxNSD fellow friends released their second MV dance cover for "Hoot-SNSD"


C'mon Fennita...back to reality..
still have 4 exams to go. I haven't touched my accounting and audit at all. The risk management and GEM even haven't finished half yet...

JIAYOU.

Woahh, it is now week 13. I feel time flies super fast, reminiscing my old day when I just came to Singapore two years ago, now I'm a year 3 student and almost finished my first semester.

The tiring week and tiring day is coming.........
6 modules with exam schedule as follow
LAC1201 Chinese 1 on 12 Nov 2010 2-4pm
FIN3102 Investment Analysis on 18 Nov 2010 2-5pm
GEM2901 Reporting Statistic on 22 Nov 2010 5-7pm
ACC3612 Risk Management on 24 Nov 2010 9am
ACC3613 Advance Audit 25 Nov 2010 9am
ACC3606 Advance Accounting 30 Nov 2010 9am

I have abandoned my GEM by not attending the class of 75%... Also my finance, dunno what the teacher said in the class and not sure how to study. Accounting module, hmmmm lots to to study for risk management, not sure how to study Audit but it's hard for me i must say, accounting is not easy and my prof said the tutorial is just 50% of the exam difficulty..hmmm doubt I can do it....Lastly bout Chinese 1, it should not be a difficult module, but it's hard to get a good score since so many people who know Chinese very well crash the bell curve. Nonetheless, luckily I watch taiwan drama alot so I can speak Chinese abit, but I still face difficulty to study on the character and PINYIN TONE...please the tone is very hard to memorize.......hwahhaha

How would by score this sem will be......... I need TIME..........

1December 2010, will be flying back to Indonesia but will be back here on 5 December 2010 for internship....wuiihhh
I was thinking what's the purpose on doing internship so many,. but late in making decision should graduate soon or doing honours.......

Anyway JIAYOU everyone!!! lastly, I would like to borrow my friend quote "STUDY HARD, PLAY HARD", though not sure it's correct.....hwahahha

I'll try to not stress myself and believe just do our best is the best solution..Could I be calm down for this fact!hwhahaa..
My favorite quote from my favorite taiwan drama "Smile Pasta", "Zhǐyào xiào yīxiào, méishénme shìqíng guò bu liao" which means "just smile and there's nothing you can't overcome. Wish it's true...hwahhaa

I just attended a Consulting Practicum Briefing talked by Prof Hum Si Hoon.
He indeed a great and fantastic speaker. Everything he said sounds logical and convincing.
Well, he's CP assignment is being a consultant for 3 companies (top 50 SME) from 3 different industries with 3 reports each by 3 people in a group. 3 reports consisting writing articles for the companies and published in Business Times, consulting reports, and case reports and individual learning journal.  Sounds scary isn't it...
However, the way he presented to us was really marvelous and encouraged us to do this CP.

Hm..though I'm not sure whether I should do honours and even I do honours should I do CP or taking module, I just came down to listen and I'll think bout it later.
It's really inspiring us. It sounds challenging, but doable. He mentioned on how much learning point, how much we can grow by doing this CP by picking up some stories from his past students.

This is the way I hope I could do presentation...hwahhaha