zai zhi ge shi jie sang
hen duo shi jing, wo men bu hui zai dao
wo bu zhi dao ming tien hui zhe me yang
wo bu zhi dao ru guo wo de shuen zhi hui rang wo kuai le hai shi rang wo nang guo
wo bu zhi dao wo ying gai zhe me ban
I'm scared now
I'm upset now
I'm scared if I make this choice and it would be disappointing
it would make me regretting
I'm scared if people over expect me and I can't do as well as what people expect me to do
I'm scared if I can't commit as well as others
I'm scared if people will talk bad behind me
I'm scared if people will talk bad in front of me
Should I take it?
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Another thing..
I'm scared I couldn't find a group
This is the first time I am facing such situation whereby I couldn't find group
coz usually, I'm always in same class with my usual friend
It's incorrect that I don't want to make friends
It's incorrect that I only want with smart people
I'm not smart. I'm an average student
I'm looking a group that is solid that give their best in the project
no matter how good we can do, but it's our best
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Why I feel very burdened now
Why I feel very scared now
Why I feel happiness is flying away from me
Why I feel no one will help me
Why I feel unfair
3 comments:
U CAN DO IT! WE WILL ALWAYS BE AT YR SIDE SUPPORTING U =D
wah William..so much time still can comment my blog..hahaha..
i like that ma...growing by mood...
hehe.. bisa lah fen!! jia you!
all the best for this sem :)
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