Sweet Home and Melody

Oh dearrrrr
my cca points in total of 50, cap of 40 because all are organisational basis
the successful cut off point is 41...
Last year was about 33+ only...
I was pretty confident that 40 should be enough....at the end....
eng ing eng.....

How would you feel
What should I do

I'm totally sad and disappointed
I just pray and hope
My appeal is successful to get the offer...
In the same time, I can;t concentrate doing anything now
still thinking what if I can't get it..
How to find housing outside
How would the life be by staying outside in the same time still studyin in NUS...
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