Irritating OI - forgiveness

Am I too oriented by stereotype? dislike OI?haha.

Today when I was still in CBLC YIH after my duty at 3pm, I was studying there a while and planned to leave at 430 to go church nearby. I left the door opened and therefore lots of people still came to print. I felt that lots of people might really need to print something and they might not have printer at their stay, so I was please to let them in to print. I didn't even feel annoyed or pissed off by a person who kept going in and out coz she run off balance in her ezlink card to print and took quite some time. I even gave her some tips for her upcoming bizlaw module which I took it before. After that, I locked the door to prevent other people to come in.

Few minutes after that, an quite fat irritating OI knocked the door loudly and I said that we had closed. With his angry and scary face with his big eyes bit red (ie irritation?), he shout with such a high tone "open the door and let me in first". I let him in, and accompanied by his unpleasant body smell, and his "hachi hachi sound (ie. sick)", he said "I need to print and I have exam tomorrow".
He used in quite long time. I got even more pissed off when he was like purposely took longer time to take a seat to steppler neatly kind of wasting more time. Hm... I was actually thinking that yes since I had authority and ability to help him, I should, since I was still there as well. I even imagined, if I were him which I might not have printer and I really needed to print something, I would probably kanciong as well... It's just I don't like his attitude. I would be more than willing to let someone in, using computer and printer in longer time, but with better manner, at least sorry and thanks. Okay, at the end, after he finished doing his stuff, I heard one 'thanks' from him.
Come on...attitude man! But then, I calmed myself down to think positively, he might not be in a good mood (same with me) or in stressful mood.

Then I went off to go to church alone, and I was happened to sit on an empty role and ended up few OIs sat next to me with space of one seat. I was thinking, why today I was oriented with irritating OIs. The little OI boy kept playing his car (toy) really close and closer to me. c'mon there were still more spaces next to your mom I supposed..haha. He went in and out passing me often when his toys fallen behind.
At the point of time, I was thinking, I was in church. I should be more tolerate with people, limit my selfishness and become a human with help. I should not be so easy to be angry or dislike such a small thing.

I dunno why, I was particularly sensitive today, maybe coz i'm during my period of..haha
But, I felt such a different feeling today. I came to the church quite early, when I was singing the songs "love and forgive", my tears was felt to be dropped..Maybe I felt particularly blessed today. I was particularly missing home and family, a feeling to go to church together with family... Anyway, I'm going to go home soon..yay!

Alright, lesson of today... I should not be so easy to be angry and should tolerate more as a social human. Forgive people if they are wrong, and more understand people's need and wants and attitude. They are wrong today doesn't mean I never do something wrong to others.
Be good to people if you want to be treated well by people.

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