Free trial for Gym at PGP during holiday till 9January 2010.
I just knew it today.
I went there with two other friends.
I think we chit chat more than exercising
Only other 2 people there besides us
Gym for free
Boxing Day + Post Xmas
What's is boxing day?
Today my uni friend asked me, "Hah, you don't know what's boxing day?"
"It's a day after Xmas, Christian should know"
I'm not sure it's my knowledge is too limited,
or no such "Boxing Day" in Indonesia...
Anyway,
Today was a great day.
We grabbed our lunch at most burger at Clementi
Continued with playing various card games for 4 hours in "dunno what's the cafe name at Clementi".
We took photos (as usual), and exchanged gift.
I got chocolate.. Upzz....seems I gained weight in this three days (super short Xmas holiday)
Also, today was the first time I tried Koi bubble tea.
I tried the bubble green tea..Hmm..nothing's special actually. Perhaps I should try the others.
After that, I actually went to Orchard
Planned to see my friend who came from Indonesia.
The decoration was great as well. Good enough to feel Xmas atmosphere.
Also, I heard today my mom bought me a present. haha...
It will be arrived here in January when my cousin is back here.
She said, she rarely gives me present, this is for Xmas gift+ my exam result not so bad (as thought)...
it doesn't mean good, but good enuf for me.
Lastly, I reached at PGP and borrowed my friend's guitar...hahaha..
Yeah...What a good day today is...
I super happy today...
Ta Shuo - JJ Lin
This song is really nice and somehow is very sad.
I just happened to listen to this song after I listened to my friend's story.
It's truly sad. Hope everything's gonna be okay.
她 竟 悄 悄 的 来 过
ta jing qiao qiao de lai guo
她 慢 慢 带 走 沉 默
ta man man dai zou chen mo
只 是 最 后 的 承 诺
zhi shi zui hou de cheng nuo
还 是 没 有 带 走 了 寂 寞
hai shi mei you dai zou le ji mo
我 们 爱 得 没 有 错
wo men ai de mei you cuo
只 是 美 丽 的 独 秀
zhi shi mei li de du xiu
太 折 磨 她 说 无 所 谓
tai zhe mo ta shuo wu suo wei
只 要 能 在 夜 里 翻 来 覆 去 的 时 候 有 寄 托
zhi yao neng zai ye li fan lai fu qu de shi hou you ji tuo
等 不 到 天 黑 烟 火 不 会 太 完 美
deng bu dao tian hei yan huo bu hui tai wan mei
回 忆 烧 成 灰 还 是 等 不 到 结 尾
hui yi shao cheng hui hai shi deng bu dao jie wei
她 曾 说 的 无 所 谓 我 怕 一 天 一 天 被 摧 毁
ta ceng shuo de wu suo wei wo pa yi tian yi tian bei cui hui
等 不 到 天 黑 不 敢 凋 谢 的 花 蕾
deng bu dao tian hei bu gan diao xie de hua lei
雨 也 在 跟 随 放 开 刺 痛 的 滋 味
yu ye zai gen sui fang kai ci tong de zi wei
今 后 不 再 怕 天明 我 想 只 是 害 怕 清 醒
jin hou bu zai pa tian ming wo xiang zhi shi hai pa qing xing
不 怕 天 明 我 想 只 是 害 怕 清 醒
bu pa tian ming wo xiang zhi shi hai pa qing xing
Translation
She actually came quietly in the silence
She walked slowly with a silent
This is the last promiseStill hasn't taken away the loneliness
Our love was not a mistake
It's just one beautiful one man show is torturous
She said it doesn't matter
As long as the night repeating over and over again, there's focus
Until the sky becomes dark, the fireworks will not be perfect
Memories completely burned to ashes
still can't wait until the end
The "it doesn't matter" she once saidI am afraid to be forgotten day by day
The flower buds don't dare to wither
The green leaves are following
the feeling of unleashed pain
from now on, I will no longer fear the morning
I think I only fear of waking up
Christmas Eve 2010 in Singapore
Today is 24 Dec 2010, the Christmas Eve. Again, I spent my Christmas in Singapore this year.
This year Xmas eve is not so bad though although I can't spend the Xmas with my family. This morning, I went to my company's Annual General Meeting today at SMU 9am-12pm. It was very very boring till I could fall asleep for awhile. Well at least the buffet is quite good. The Lasagna is delicious and actually the Turkey is also not so bad la...Uniquely, they prepared the exactly the same Xmas Chocolate cake with the one I ate last year during my previous internship with other company. I enjoyed the chit-chat session with other intern as well. After that, I went for shopping awhile with one of my fellow intern and I bought one perfume from Guess although couple days ago I bought the small Ferragamo perfume as well. Sale really makes people spending money for unnecessary things. Well, I rarely use perfume though. Not sure what for I bought it..hwahhaha
Everywhere is on sale, it's really a temptation...I was just bought a new shoe as well.
Flash back: It's kind of revenge because I couldn't get the CROCS shoes couple days ago. That day, Crocs was helding a super sale at EXPO, I went there on the last day and got nothing but a statement "We are packing up, it's close already". I arrived there 6.15pm while they closed at 6pm. I thought they closed at 8pm same with the previous 2 days sale. a bit pissed off at that day..Travelling so far, I only got a Burger King ice cream cone at the end.
After that, I went back home to take a nap and planned to meeting my friend at 6pm at Orchard to join their dinner. I ended up sleep from 330pm till 730pm, and when I woke up, I couldnt join them in the Orchard. I took a bath and went to the church directly. I went to Cathedral of Good Shepherd at City Hall, exactly next to SMU. haha I went to the same bus stop (in front of SMU again) and back with MRT from City Hall. I didn't bring my wallet with me tonight and I realised that after I was about to get on the bus.whhaha..Luckily, I had an EZlink card in my phone pouch so I still could go to the church. Well..too bad I can't use my concession card and I couldn't give the church offering in the Xmas Eve....
The church Xmas atmosphere was great. The choir and the music were great. It's super crowded. Especially when they closed the mass with "Joy to the World" song with their great choir+music and we said "Merry Xmas" to friends. Furthermore uniquely , this year the one who were doing the offering collection were wearing various country traditional clothes: Indon kebaya& other province trad costumes, China's trad costumes, and Japan's kimono...looks great.whahaha...
Put some picture in, so it doesn't look so plain.
Anyway, it's pretty a nice day... Merry Xmas Everyone. Have a blast!
Why having fun wif friends sometimes stress me?
It's indeed true if my friends asked me to go out, I said No for several times. But not sure why, there's really some barriers. For one time during my bday, they would like to celebrate bday for me and I got stomachache. I'm not lying.. For some other time, I got CCA stuff which I have agreed to come already.
This time, my fellow interns are inviting me to go having breakfast with them bfr tml annual general meeting for the company I'm interning. Honestly, I'm happy, I would like to join..but seriously, it's damn early..I'm a piggy-sleeping-lover...It's not I everytime want to reject them. I somehow feel, it's really hard to say No. Furthermore, if I go to the place directly, there's a direct bus and it's bout 42mins, while if i go to the place they are going to have the breakfast, it's bout almost 1hour (fastest 55mins) even if i take mrt.
Well, I suppose u read this. I somehow sad when i chat with u and got ur angry tone coz i might not join for tml breakfast. I just want u to know, I like to gather with u all, I'm happy to join, but I got no choice if I need to reject the gathering session for some valid reason. Well, u know i'm a damn lazy person.Hope u understand..I'm sorry if i have disappointed u all for some times. I'll try my best to join ur gathering nxt time if the timing is great.
Am I slimmer?
One of my senior who worked together with me one week ago came back today and said "You looks slimmer. Are you stress? Get bullied by him (my other senior)?", I said," Not stress le, I'm quite happy here". Then she continued,"Wah, one week work audit already like that, are you going to do audit after graduation?". My other senior said, "Wah, should thank me"..hahaha...
Though I don't feel I'm slimmer, I'll take it as compliment...yeah..happy...I should do more audit work then...hwahhaaha...if it's really true, I feel working is the best way to lose weight...
"Noone here works or comes so early"
The client I engage now is actually 4 companies (parents+subsi) and they placed in one building. I am actually in charge of the company at the first floor together with 1 of my senior, say Co A. This one is for Asia-Pacific one,the biggest among the rest, normally I came bout 9am, a lot of client employee were around. The other 2 usually do the one at 4th floor, this one much smaller, say Co B. C and B are in the same place
Since yesterday, I was waiting for Co A to retrieve some documents for me. So, I went up to help others and I was doing Bank Recon perusal and PPE TOD for C. C was just founded this year, so still very small.
Yeah..the story begins
Everyday, I usually directly go to the client place myself because it's nearer for me hence I can wake up later, while the rest will gather at office first usually, and take cab together. My company office hours is 845am-545pm officially. But normally no people at 845am.hwahhaa. Usually if I go to the office first, we will go at 9+ or 10am from office and reach the client place at 10am++, earliest 930am.
I can actually come here 10am also though, even my senior said, don't need come so early.. but I just come here about 9am as official hours is actually 845am. So, feel bit bu hao yi shi la.whahah.. Today I woke up bit late and reached here at 915am.
I went to the 4th floor at 915am, noone opens the door for me. I went up again at 950am, someone opened the door for me but only 2 people were inside and the rest (the Finance people I actually look for) were not around yet.
One person (not sure company B or C representative) talked to me in Chinese, "wah, today you come so early, somemore only you alone ah?, you know we actually not start so early one, for logistic we actually really start work after lunch, even if people come early, nothing to do, just play computer, wait and book for lunch etc". Of course, he talked in casual and joking tone. Wat a nice experience today.
Means what? I suppose to come here about 11am?hwahaha...till now my seniors have not come yet. I am now only at office A surf net while waiting for client give me the files. Well, it's not coz we are lazy to find the file by self, it's they file it based on code which must get it from the system etc and dunno wat la..so complex.hwahaha.. even they now lend us the laptop for us to go into their system, they are using AX system, I only know very basic.wahhaha...
Seems, need to go home late a bit today. still got things to do,but can't start now.
Learning point: auditor working hour is flexible and it's true that it's long hours.whahaha...
Mukzizat itu Nyata
One of my module that I thought I would fail (seriously) or perhaps C at best, I still get B. What a miracle was.
and I feel the rest are quite ok alr as I took 6 mods this sem. Thanks God.
1 Week of my internship
After 1 week of internship, I get used with of OT. Going back at 7-8pm is normal though, compared to next Jan. I heard usually for Jan, Feb, they will stay back till bout 12pm.hwahhaa.
Fortunately my senior is nice. He always asked me, OK or not. If you have something to ask just ask. If you need to ask client, you can also ask me to help you ask.whahaha..If you have anything and you need to go back early, just say, it's ok one. it's your right ok. Then not sure the date yet, we'll be having what dinner what la...you must go you know..whahaha...pay you so little, this thing must go one.whahhaa...
So far, I did TOD,TOC, Perusal Test, Walk through test etc... Basically do vouching and do the working paper. Hm... My senior said hm...this month probably not learn a lot, just do vouching, match here and there, later Jan can learn more..but need more OT.whahah...
5 days in the same client, I feel I get to ask them more freely. And get to know them better and feel they are nice as well...hwahhaa...
Lastly, year-end gift.whahaha
This is one of the good thing of having internship at December...year-end outing/dinner, xmas gift, free calender.whahaha
First day Internship
I felt the HR person is not so friendly, compared to my previous internship HR person. But anyway, I would say I should thank God that I get a quite nice team. First day internship, I directly went to the client, located near to the office luckily and did an overtime till 730pm today. Well, not sure I should be happy or not, I should feel lucky or not, I am treated quite nicely as like a real employee. It's much better than staying at the office and doing nothing I guess. I would also say my client place is nicer than in the office.whahahha
What did I do today? it's a walk-through test for petty cash and operation expense. The most challenging part is to ask the client for documents. Sometimes, it's just not easy to get from them. Well..of course, logically, if I were the client, I have so many work to do, but there's an auditor keep bugging me and asking me something. Luckily, our client is not so bad la.hwahahha...
It's even a happier day. Today I got a personal email from Shell, not a spam email. The person invited me to apply an internship with them for the summer internship if I'm interested and tell them the application number in which she mentioned that she got my CV via Shell-NUS Business Case Challenge. Not bad, going through a very tiring days last time till we got through the semi final and got this kind of chance. Of course, it doesn't mean I can get the internship straight away.
Tomorrow will be my second day. Hope it will be fine. Seems it's about time to sleep.
Post Cyberia + CBLC Xmas Party
Cyberia Camp is over. I would say this Cyberia camp really gave me a lot: friendship, experience, fun, photoshop training, LOTS of chips+ very nice goodie bag, BBQ session etc...I'm happy to get a very good feedback from my OG as their OGL. But yeah seems, I was kena bullied during the camp, but yeah we were all joking..hahahha....
After the Cyberia camp, we continued the party with CBLC X-mas party. We exchanged the gift and took photos, and then we continued with decorating our centre with our own paper cut creation. OUR CENTRE NOW LOOKS BEAUTIFUL.hwahhaha
But bfr that, I helped my welfare cell to prepare the food. This is the first time I baked and made a cake.hwahaha... ABBY is pro.... We made brownie (though doesn't taste like a brownie at the end because except Abby, the rest were such "totally can't make it" including me)hwahaha and cup cake (this cup cake tastes good though)..waahhaha
Overall, I'm really happy with this past three days..
Cyberia Camp - Safari had fun
This is the first time I become the OGL for Cyberia Camp, and also the first time for my whole life.
My OG name is SAFARI. Together with Prajna as the OGL, I felt this camp gave me a really great experience and FUN. I'm happy to have all my OG members which are very ON. It's pretty cool we had ex-engin club president, CAC president, NES vice president, and the other enthu2 people inside my OG. I'm proud of their enthusiasm, their solidarity, their spirit, their friendliness, etc. Well, unfortunately, we didn't win, but again I'm still proud of them. We're the only group that having a supper outing on the first day, we are the only group staying for the last for the BBQ session, we are the only group that are "too confident" of ourselves, and I still feel that though we didn't win based on the points cumulation, but I feel we are the most enthu group and the best bonded group...
Well, it's quite embarrassing as there are only four group but we are the last one. Furthermore, when the committee was about announcing the winner, "Who is the winner??" then we all shouted, "Safari", even when the committee asked the real winner "why not shout at all? you are not confident enuf?", they just kept silent.....haha...Felt a bit sad and disappointing, no face.haha, but at least we were given the title "the best performer" for our drama performance, though at that time, I was not pretty sure that this really belonged to us or just gave it away to us...
Nonetheless, I would like to thank the Cyberia Committee that made this camp happened, made this camp fun, made this camp successful. Everyone: PD, operation, programme, training, marketing, YOU all did a really good job. haha...especially for the marketing, you are successful to get everyone's recognition of your good work in getting a very nice goodie bag (at least from my OG members). I'm keep laughing when my group member who came late and hadn't got the goodie bag kept asking me "Fennita, you forgot something: the big big one" or the other one "Can I know will I get the goodie bag etc, it's really a good goodies", or "Can I get your marketing-sponsorship contact, I think it's really good especially this is only a 45-people events" or "I want the food inside,etc". It's nice to hear this really, and I'm happy and proud for the CBLC+Cyberia camp marketing team as well.
Overall, I was not only getting the Photoshop training, but also the friendship and FUN.
Meanwhile, I would also like to apologize to the committee, my OG, my AGL, and everyone who are involved if I had any mistakes during the camp especially as I had never really experienced the stress faced by the Cyberia camp committee
I just helped my OG members to ask for the goodie bag to the committee, i really didn't mean to stress you really. I just felt bad to not give them the goodie bag in the morning especially when they asked me again, as we had promised them. I'm sorry bout this.
I do really had fun for this two days, and I didn't regret at all to cut few days I could spend with my family for this camp.
my OG photo
feel abandoned
Not sure why
Recently when I msn-ed people, seems noone replied me...
Not sure did i make some mistakes or anything or my msn got problem or else...
Anyone can tell me why?
Happy 53th Bday, Dad!
Happy Bday Dad!
It's really a pleasure I could be here celebrating my dad's bday!
In the morning, we had a duty of church collection. It's a 6am mass btw...super sleepy coz ytd I was accompanied my auntie for a mid night sale in Mall Artha Gading. Not much though....
One of the sale was a 70% discount Charles&Keith; but nothing much left. Still, buy in Singapore seems cheaper.hahaha
In the contrary, I'm very sad coz in this special day, I (indirectly) broke his guitar. My little brother took it to play play then unpurposely fell it down. It's just 2 days that I started playing that guitar and even promised myself to practice guitar at least 1 hour a day during my few days left at home. It's his 30 years old guitar that he bought when he was a uni-student. I said it's regretful and i even said I actually planned to bring it to Singapore. What did he say?He said it's ok, if you really want, just buy the new one. I really felt sorry bout this though. I was thinking he should love his guitar, but he just let it go because his son broke it.
After that, we just off to celebrate his bday. We invited our relative in Jakarta (only 1 family in Jakarta) and our neighbors to have lunch in a Chinese restaurant, Golden Leaf. It's pretty good restaurant. We booked a room of 4 dining tables (each 10 people) which the room has karaoke facilities. It's pretty happy sharing the happiness with other people, "through food and karaoke session"?
Playing guitar
Special thanks to my friend, Christina who introduced me and taught me abit playing guitar. My parents were surprised that I could touch and play a guitar, though a bit only. Now I could at least play happy bday and amazing grace in total. Of course, the super simple one!!! Now, i'm trying to play romance d'amour (the front part only>hahhaha) and some other simple songs. Happy yeah!
I took out my dad's 30 years old guitar. Nice guitar though. But still, 3 hours straight I was playing guitar, my fingers is painful and abit callous...
Shopping day-MRT and Flight Poor Experience
Yesterday was a packed day for me but full of joy and disappointment!
I'm bit sorry that I couldn't join my school friend for karaoke session, though I wanted to. Sorry guys, this time disappointing you all again. Btw, I'm so happy when you said purposely having lunch session and kept asking me to have the gathering and k-box session with you all though.
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I went for shopping in Orchard with Helen at 11am. The aim was: bag and shoes for me; winter clothes and shoes for Helen. Arrived in Orchard, we bought the $1 Singapore ice potong. After that, looking around in the wisma atria, I bought one bag for $43. I was quite happy with the price and bag design though. Hmm...after that we went to GAP buying Helen's exchange preparation clothes. Well...my shopping with Helen was stopped there coz Helen needed to go to embassy picking up her visa. It's quite happy shopping with her.
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After that, I was about to go home using bus 143... Well, being in Singapore for 2.5years, going to Orchard for quite some times, I didn't really know how to get the bus 143 from Orchard to go back to NUS directly. So, I took up MRT. I actually planned the route to be MRT Orchard-MRT dhoby ghaut-change to purple line-Harboutfront-shopping around in Vivo-bus 143/10/30/etc to back to PGP.
At the end, I took MRT from Orchard, but got off 1 stop later at Cityhall. Got there, I directly went for the opposite train to get back to Dhoby ghaut but I mistakenly took the green line train to Bugis. This happened coz when my train stopped at Cityhall, the opposite train stopped at the same time and I just run there and forgot that it's a train for you to get to green line, not going back to you previous stop at red line. Such a stupid experience though.
Well, due to this, I just stopped at Bugis and bought some ducks in the hocker centre for my dad and my little brother. The auntie asked, how much you want,10,15,20,30$? I said, what's the difference? She said, whether it's thin or fat duck.. I just bought for $15 since I;m not sure whether it's nice or not. It might be true if you are asked where is the nicest duck to get, you might answer Crystal Jade Kitchen. But, still...if you get something for family, you bought it in Singapore for them, they are more than happy than just go and eat at Crystal Jade in Jakarta. It's not bout the expensive or cheap things, it's not something hard to eat nice duck in Jakarta, but it's kind of happy feeling that you can't buy with money because it's you daughter and sister buy for you from Singapore, regardless the price. Once I gave it to my dad and my little brother, they are very happy and surprised for this. They didn't expect to get some expensive stuff but they are happy and said "hahaha, you bought a right thing, rather than buy some clothes or other expensive things there for us". I told them the story of what's the difference between 10,15,30$ duck. What I bought is, half piece of the FAT duck..hahahha....rather than one piece of thin duck. They said, seems it's true that i bought a fat duck.whahaha
Meanwhile, in Bugis, I bought a cheap short coat for $15 and top for $20, but they look nice...i was pretty happy with this, I bought some sweets&sour candies and chocolate in the Bugis stole there, spent for about $25..
Ups...it's 4pm already while my flight was 730pm. I was about mad with my stupid MRT-knowledge, I was about to take bus, which I'm not sure where is the bus stop I should take. I ended up take 33 and changed to 143 in Chinatown. Afterall, I understand one thing,..I am totally bad for MRT and Bus knowledge since I was always relying my friends for this thing when we were going out.
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I arrived at PGP at 5pm, prepared my duck, put those things I wanted to bring back home into my small luggage, bathed and went off for airport. I left pgp at 530pm, and coz I was alone and only brought small handcarry luggage, I decided to take MRT instead if cab.
I arrived at airport at 640pm. Now I know, only need about 1hour++ from PGP to airport by bus+mrt. I checked in with my light luggage. and they said the gate would close at 705pm, but I was still looking around for shopping. I ended up buying a Dior perfume for my mom, as she said last time she likes Dior perfume and lot ppl said it's cheaper buying in Singapore airport without GST. I spent for $72.5 for the small one, coz I scared I bought the one that my mom doesn't like.
Afterall, I got in to my flight. Well, it's a budget airline since I feel not worth to buy an expensive airline,especially for an hour trip. I bought in a wrong time and spent for $142, while if I bought 2 days after that it was $99 return. Well.it's still quite cheap though.......
Usually, though I know this is not a good airline, but it's still acceptable with no-long delay. But this time, guess what, they delayed the departure for 5mins which is acceptable, but when they arrived in Jakarta, it was totally disappointing. It landed at 8.30pm Jakarta time(scheduled departure at 8.15pm), but we waited for about 20mins before they let us go off the plane. Quite sad, they asked us to get off by stair+continued by bus to get into the airport. OMG...normally, this flight would still use the bridge directly let the passengers go to the airport without having the bus etc.....
I was pretty lucky sitting quite in front so I could go off earlier and got in to the first bus. You know what, lots of selfish people are just blocking the bus door, whereas there are so many seats at the back (it's one door bus though) and said to the officer there,"what the hell, we pay for this? asked us to get in the bus? well, taxi is still better" Hm..I was thinking, How "poor heart" you are. Well, how could you expect an SIA service while you get in the budget airline with this price.
More importantly, how selfish you are. They make the other passengers who also wanted to faster reach home needed to wait fot the second bus while there were so many seats and space here, but they just insisted to block the door by standing there showing that the bus was already full. Have you ever thought, your way to strike and show the your unsatisfactory feeling towards the flight but at the end disadvantage others...
The miserable thing has not stopped there. After I went for the immigration check point, I waited my luggage for about 1 hour.WTH. I was thinking, is this the effect coz the flight parked so far from the airport? or could it be possible that the pilot is just a trainee, not sure how to part at the right spot?whahaha...
well...1 hour waiting..please....it's crazy. Furthermore, there's no this flight's officer in the airport near the baggage pick-points, but we saw the Garuda Airline officer was asked continuously by us for this flight thing but she could only answered "I'm not sure bout this flight, this flight officer is not here now"
I went out at 930pm at last. I regretted that I didn't just bring my hand-carry sized luggage into the flight though. I could go out from this airport at 830pm if I did.
I was super hungry at that time coz I didn't get my dinner beforehand since I had no time to eat in Singapore airport. I and my parents went to AFUNG (I missed the ice nona), they closed..I ended up eating Hokahokabento in which they are left with very few things...well...hunger makes me feel everything is nice.hwahhaha...
This is my super long memorable story on 1 December.
Terribly scared of my ACC3606 result
Today I have ACC 3606 exam. I feel I would either fail or get D, or the get C perhaps..
Even if I get C, though I would still thankful, but I will still sad
Luckily, it's the last paper so I don't need to study for other modules. I think my mind and soul is not together at this point of time
I would say it probably the worst paper I do. I totally screwed up with this.
The first exam I really cried after exam that I couldn't stop
Even I'm writing here with my trembling hand
I called my mom n my friends couldn't stop my tears
I felt bad that I made my mom sad for me. Luckily I have parent that blame me or demand me for good score. But still, I feel very sorry to myself and to my parent
For those I called, perhaps u could understand how I felt and how bad exactly I did for my paper.
I think I should apply and look for job before my this semester cap come out. I think I should erase those going to take honours thinking. I haven't apply any job though....
I think I should apply and look for job before my this semester cap come out. I think I should erase those going to take honours thinking. I haven't apply any job though....
It was a 4 hours and 15minutes paper.But it's totally not enough for me...
I couldn't finish my exam, even the part I did also not completely right. Though I never leave my paper blank for each questions but I could roughly know, some subsection i would get zero mark. I even could say 1 question 20marks I totally messed up. I could firmly feel I would lose at least 30mark out of 100 for sure. The unsure part is much more....
Come out from exam, I heard some people also didn't finish the question, though it's kindda comfort me abit, but i guess I won't be better than them. Well, of course there are smart people that can finish or do well, hmmm..I don't think people are doing badly..that mk me feel more miserable...
After this exam, I feel like not doing anything, I actually have lots things to do bfr going back to my hometown tomorrow for my CCA etc. Now I don't feel doing anything, even watching drama or going for shopping as I planned after exam, I couldn't do or enjoy it. I feel my mind and my soul and my brain is now not interconnected.
I could only pray
I could only wish for miracle
I still hope my other modules can help me
Heartbeat
Why recently my heartbeat is faster than usual without any reasons. So weird....
Too much study? Too much sleep syndrome perhaps? consume a unsuitable supplement vitamin?
Marketing?
I don't like people ask me to do something or buy something from them by using God's name. The more you say, the more I will think all your action from negative point of view, the more I feel you are using God's name for marketing and defeat your positive purpose.
FIN3102 Exam
Wuiiihhhh,
Finally, I finished my FIN3102 Investment Analysis Exam today.
The exam was 2 hours...20mcq+5calculation essay questions...
How to say...
it's not hard
it's not easy as well
My cheat sheet had too much shit till I didn't squeeze in some important things. But anyway, it's finished. I hope I don't need to SU this module
I still have 4 exams...and today I super slacked...I somehow felt my brain deserved a rest after today's exam...I watched a drama "Secret Garden", a nice new korean drama. Hyunbin is handsome..whahah
Check it out here: http://kimchidrama.blogspot.com/2010/11/secret-garden_16.html
then my SxNSD fellow friends released their second MV dance cover for "Hoot-SNSD"
C'mon Fennita...back to reality..
still have 4 exams to go. I haven't touched my accounting and audit at all. The risk management and GEM even haven't finished half yet...
JIAYOU.
WEEK 13
Woahh, it is now week 13. I feel time flies super fast, reminiscing my old day when I just came to Singapore two years ago, now I'm a year 3 student and almost finished my first semester.
The tiring week and tiring day is coming.........
6 modules with exam schedule as follow
LAC1201 Chinese 1 on 12 Nov 2010 2-4pm
FIN3102 Investment Analysis on 18 Nov 2010 2-5pm
GEM2901 Reporting Statistic on 22 Nov 2010 5-7pm
ACC3612 Risk Management on 24 Nov 2010 9am
ACC3613 Advance Audit 25 Nov 2010 9am
ACC3606 Advance Accounting 30 Nov 2010 9am
I have abandoned my GEM by not attending the class of 75%... Also my finance, dunno what the teacher said in the class and not sure how to study. Accounting module, hmmmm lots to to study for risk management, not sure how to study Audit but it's hard for me i must say, accounting is not easy and my prof said the tutorial is just 50% of the exam difficulty..hmmm doubt I can do it....Lastly bout Chinese 1, it should not be a difficult module, but it's hard to get a good score since so many people who know Chinese very well crash the bell curve. Nonetheless, luckily I watch taiwan drama alot so I can speak Chinese abit, but I still face difficulty to study on the character and PINYIN TONE...please the tone is very hard to memorize.......hwahhaha
How would by score this sem will be......... I need TIME..........
1December 2010, will be flying back to Indonesia but will be back here on 5 December 2010 for internship....wuiihhh
I was thinking what's the purpose on doing internship so many,. but late in making decision should graduate soon or doing honours.......
Anyway JIAYOU everyone!!! lastly, I would like to borrow my friend quote "STUDY HARD, PLAY HARD", though not sure it's correct.....hwahahha
I'll try to not stress myself and believe just do our best is the best solution..Could I be calm down for this fact!hwhahaa..
My favorite quote from my favorite taiwan drama "Smile Pasta", "Zhǐyào xiào yīxiào, méishénme shìqíng guò bu liao" which means "just smile and there's nothing you can't overcome. Wish it's true...hwahhaa
Inspiring Consulting Practicum
I just attended a Consulting Practicum Briefing talked by Prof Hum Si Hoon.
He indeed a great and fantastic speaker. Everything he said sounds logical and convincing.
Well, he's CP assignment is being a consultant for 3 companies (top 50 SME) from 3 different industries with 3 reports each by 3 people in a group. 3 reports consisting writing articles for the companies and published in Business Times, consulting reports, and case reports and individual learning journal. Sounds scary isn't it...
However, the way he presented to us was really marvelous and encouraged us to do this CP.
Hm..though I'm not sure whether I should do honours and even I do honours should I do CP or taking module, I just came down to listen and I'll think bout it later.
It's really inspiring us. It sounds challenging, but doable. He mentioned on how much learning point, how much we can grow by doing this CP by picking up some stories from his past students.
This is the way I hope I could do presentation...hwahhaha
NUANSA 2010 This Earth of Mankind
I'm just back from watching an Indonesian performance: This Earth of Mankind.
Actually first time, I just bought the ticket merely to support my friends who are the committees and performers, and of coz, I'm Indonesian NUS... Honestly speaking,I didn't expect a lot for the first time.
Speechless! It's an extraordinary awesome performance!
All the performers were really doing great
Started from the actors, actress, stage, scene, songs, music, singers, dance, costumes, till props and stage.. incredible! it was such a professional performance..
Really want to have collection of the songs and if possible I wish to watch one more time... Because of this NUANSA 2010, I'm looking forward to watch GAYA 2011 (SMU Indonesian's cultural musical performance)..
Honestly, seeing this marvelous performance, I bit regretted I didn't join to be the performer at all. Last year, NUANSA 2009 didn't give me such a motivation for me to join this year NUANSA 2010, but NUANSA 2010 really had made me feel that I should join...hahaha. Unfortunately, I'm too old already..I'm a third year student already and I'm not sure whether I should take honours program (4 years study) or just 3 years study without honours....
Nevertheless, proud to be an Indonesian, be PINUS, eventhough I am not part of any committee of PINUS nor NUANSA..Good job ppl.
Hope to see the next NUANSA next year..Hope it can be as good as just now performance or even better.
Sleep very late
I should feel great coz I can survive abit at night, at least to do my project work.
But these whole weak, I almost every day slept at 3am or 4 am. Some of them were because I did some project work until very late. so no choice. it's ok
But some of them were because I just simply can't sleep. I was going to bed around 1am, then I just couldn't sleep. Thinking too much..my brain is overloaded I think...hwahha
Luckily, I rarely have nightmare so far
Today I couldn't wake up and was late for an hour for one of my important module ACC3606... How dare I late for this...huhuhu...I was thinking to join another slot but I couldn't coz i had other class that I needed to present...haizzz. But at least, that class was fun. basically watching people's project and video...hwahhaha
Now I seriously need to sleep. My body is deteriorating. I can feel clearly..hwahhaha....OMG..howwww...
Exam is coming.. I dunno how far I'm left behind, how much I need to catch up. I'm scared really.
I feel this sem, I totally didn't catch up or review the study at all. I skipped so many classes, I was late for some classes, I totally didn't understand what teacher said for my Investment Analysis module.. The was she speaks and teaches really doesn't gv me stimulus to love the module, or even any feel for the module, and totally didn't study for this module..
Can I SU this module?? (it's not my core module, but from my faculty. I actually plan to take double spec wif finance, but facing reality, not sure I will)...........
My LAC1201 Final Chinese Video
This video was meant for my grp Chinese project. Take a look our blog at http://wo-ai-nimen.blogspot.com/
editing a video is really tiring coz keep changing and add some stuff...hwahaa
Time, can you stop please!
Wah kali ini beneran pusingggggg...
kayaknya belajar ga ada progress gt...
kayaknya belajar ga ada progress gt...
Lots thing to do also
baca lecture notes baru kelar. itupun ga ada yg nyantol.uhuhuh
9 chapters in textbook blon disentuh sama skali
for Wednesday midterm, trus slasa kelas sampe sore lg..huuhuhu..
gmana iniiii
Wish time could stop!!!!!
baca lecture notes baru kelar. itupun ga ada yg nyantol.uhuhuh
9 chapters in textbook blon disentuh sama skali
for Wednesday midterm, trus slasa kelas sampe sore lg..huuhuhu..
gmana iniiii
Wish time could stop!!!!!
Long Hours Day
Finally, the super long day is over today...
8am-9pm! GREAT! I have passed it with smile...hwahhaa...DID I?hwaha
8-10am: GEM 2901 Lecture
10am-12pm:LAC1201 Tutorial
12-3pm: FIN3102
3-5pm: FIN3102 Project Meeting
5-7pm:Audit Project Meeting
7-9pm:ACC3606 Lecture....
IT WAS SUPER TIRING! I was incredibly sleepy in GEM and FIN class...was about closing my eyes.whaha
But I got a ride from my friend at 9pm, so I didn't need to wait for super long bus (coz 9pm is a off peak hour,so the bus frequency is quite rare.)hwhaha. Great... I miss my car at home now...hwahhaa
Reflection: what's the purpose of study?
Maybe coz I didn't go to church this week and also tiredness and stress this week, I was called by myself to go for Cell Group today. Although this week, my CGL didn't message me while he always message me for every previous CG, but I came to CG by my own. This is the second time I went for CG this semester.hwhaha..kept skipping the CG. Today I spent bout 2 hours, feeling good..although tomorrow I have midterm.hahaha
It's good to belong to one community. hwaha.
Despite of works this week and following week
Despite of stress and bitterness of my life recently
Despite of limited time and time shortage
I came to Cell Group today...
Feel good after shared abit what we have gone through this week
And the CG material is:
what's the purpose of study? this question suddenly made up my mind
Yeah...we shouldn't stress for our work
Just lean on God and everything should be fine
what He has designed for us will happen accordingly
If this time I felt a bad week /bad luck and sad for lots of things happening,
just think, there's another better story have been designed by God for me
Yeah...study, wokring, do everything for glorifying God
when you think this way, you could probably feel more relaxing
Don't stress ourself too much
Just do our best
Lean the rest to God
Listen to this song
Worship song today: Jangan Lelah
Jangan lelah bekerja di ladangNya Tuhan
Roh Kudus yg bri kekuatan
Yang mengajar dan menopang
Tiada lelah bekerja bersamaMu Tuhan
Yang selalu mencukupkan
Akan segalanya
Ratakan tanah bergelombang
Timbunlah tanak yang berlubang
Menjadi siap dibangun
Di atas dasar iman
ICy CG week 8
Make a wrong decision
It's come to my attention when the the interviewer of one of the company I applied for internship asked me,
what's ur considerations or criteria that you want to take honours.
I guess I replied very wrongly for this questions. hmmmm..
But this question really came to my mind and made me think that I did make a wrong decision to take honours
I didn't apply for job and the applications for these companies were closed alrd.
I confusingly joined some CCAs that not sure worth or not. Weekly meeting for event in February and sometimes nothing much to update actually. burden myself with unnecessary thing.
But, my parents actually expect me doing honours coz they believed honours is better and means better than those can't take honours.haizz...
Sometimes I wonder what's the use of taking honours if at the end also will do the same job. hmmm...
Is it just for the sake to gather with uni friends longer and enjoy uni life? will year 4 enjoyable? I don't think so actually.
So now...
otokheeeeeee
start applying intern in other company and indicated that I graduate in May2011?
i'm start regretting nowww........
Regret and hard to admit mistakes
Apparently, it makes my mood really bad. No mood to study. No mood to do anything.
Not only my interview thing, but other thing seems went wrong.
I really don't think enjoying what I'm doing now. Somehow feel rather a burden and responsibility.
I think I should learn to admit mistakes, admit what I did was wrong, admit the reality, admit the environmental restriction and rules, try to get use of it.
But I do want to clarify if not fully my mistake though. is it wrong?
I just somehow feel sad though. knowing the reality that did it was not some stranger.
God please help me to learn to admit my mistake
learn from past experience
learn not to take anything so seriously and get my self so down
learn to not so easy to be sad due to small thing
learn to not so sensitive
Tell me what should i do...
Sleep Sleep Sleep
I have just taken a nap from 1030am-1600pm. OMG. Inspite of not yet study for my upcoming midterm and not yet done my tomorrow's compulsory tutorial. What's wrong with me. I didn't sleep too late ytd though.
I feel I have TIME CONSTRAINT!
Family visit Singapore
My family came to Singapore for 6 days 5 nights from 14-19 Sep 2010. They stayed in Ibis Hotel, Bugis for 2 days. They only booked for 2 days coz they planned to go to Genting Malaysia for the other three days. Too bad we cancelled the plan coz it was hari Raya and the hotels in Genting were fully booked and we felt it's too rush. We couldn't extend the stay in Ibis since it's fully booked.
Then, we stayed in NUS Visitor Lodge. It's nice as family hotel and worthy. In the period they stayed in Singapore, we went to Botanical Garden (the orchid garden was nice), Universal Studio, Marina Sands Casino (too bad me and my brother were staying outside coz still under age), Orchad, Bugis, lastly visited our relatives and ate.haha. I'm enjoying the time spent with them and no study at all,
and I just realize that Singapore is a good city for tourist..hwahhaha...
Stayed together for 5 days, it's bit sad when they went back to Jakarta today
At NUS Visitor Lodge
At Orchid Garden - Botanical Garden
At Marina Sands
At Ibis Hotel
Seriously tired
I feel seriously tired
I feel burdened
I couldn't have more fun and enjoy with everything
In some point I do really want to leave everything
Could I just leave irresponsibly
Could I just say no to everything
Could I be selfish for some point of time
This point of time I can only drop my tears and write
on here coz noone I really can talk to
Exciting unforgettable hectic 48 Hours
The super tiring 48 hours we put effort for case competition semi final
IT APPEARS TO BE FAIL.........(i wrote this before I know the result but we just felt we couldn't make it to the final)
feel sad
feel unfortunate
feel want to repeat if possible
I just felt regret coz I didn't present well
I suddenly blur even the company's name we discussed in the case
really much worse then the worst I have had before I suppose
I suppose it's also the effect of not sleeping the day before
though could also be no enough preparation since we lacked of time
I felt sorry to my self, I felt sorry to my team mate
Although not a fatal mistake, but still,
I felt embarrassed
I won't never present without enough preparation
I really have no more power to properly breath now
Time to sleep
Time to forget everything
Time to keep it as a unforgettable memory
I hope time can be back!!!!
Anyway, I really got an great experience, learnt alot, enjoyed the time with my team mate. Staying over together for consecutive 2 days was really impressive.
Upcoming tiring week
So, here's my schedule for this week... I can't believe how tiring it is
Tue 31 Aug: class 9am-1pm, grp project meeting 2-4pm, class 4-6pm, presentation clinic+preparation 6+830pm, ICY Cg 830-930pm, Audit tutorial self preparation for tomorrow meeting 1030-1115pm, KPMG online test sample test 1115-1230pm
Wed 1 Sep: class 9am-4pm, extra class 5-7pm, Audit meeting for tutorial presentation 7-9pm (slides to be submitted tomorrow noon), KPMG online test after that
Thurs 2 Sep:class 8am-3pm, Finance small meeting for the first project 3-345pm? CBLC buddying duty 4-7pm, case competition preparation 7pm-4am tentatively?
Fri 3Sep: class 9-11am (including presentation in the class)&2-4am, case competition preparation including rehearsing after that 3am at most tentatively
Sat 4 Sep: skip workshop and skip cblc MC meeting, case competition -presentation for passing the semifinal round 915-945am, Hopefully we can get into final 115pm-
Sun 5 Sep: whole day duty (buddying+ duty) 930am-430pm, go to church 430-7pm, go to clementi banking cheque 7pm, do accounting tutorial + risk management discussion preparation for presentation after that
The week after that will be project oriented. Need to study also.. dunno how much I have left behind of chapters taught in class alrd.haha
This week seems very tiring. Hope I can cope with it.
Some random questions
How many chocolate will I consume this week? (I need chocolate to rest my brain and get up)
How many hours of sleep I can take this week? (I need to sleep at least 7hours, or usually 8 hours actually)
How many hours of sleep I need to for paying the not-enough sleep after that?
Can I chip in some time for refreshing (utubing or else this week?)
Panda eyes?hahaha
Will I loose weight? I hope so.whahaha
Some random questions
How many chocolate will I consume this week? (I need chocolate to rest my brain and get up)
How many hours of sleep I can take this week? (I need to sleep at least 7hours, or usually 8 hours actually)
How many hours of sleep I need to for paying the not-enough sleep after that?
Can I chip in some time for refreshing (utubing or else this week?)
Panda eyes?hahaha
Will I loose weight? I hope so.whahaha
Unpredictable case competition for semi final
It's capricious that my team has successfully passed the preliminary round and be the semi-finalist. Really happy, surprised, and I can't stop smiling. coz honestly, we indeed didn't really have this kind of confidence of passing the preliminary round, n I would say we were quite slack and ciong only in the last day bfr submission. But this hope suddenly comes in the submission day.
However, this means, our war has just started.
We will need to solve another case to be the finalist.
We will be given exact 48hours and then present it in front of the judges
We went through presentation clinic today and got the feedbacks for our presentation on previous case we did for the preliminary round. Just realized we were really lacking for the presentation skills, the communication for professional but engaging presentation skills.
We will get the case on Thursday and yeah.,we'll fight for it and do our best.
Lean on God for the rest.
Miss home miss family
Yesterday when I felt extremely tired and caught a bit flu, my parents called me...
Asked me to drink vitamins or get some panadol
Good to have people to pay attention to you
For those who stay far from parents I guess will miss the time when you get so much attention from them when you were sick. And this is what I felt yesterday night.
Busy days
I joined a case competition with 3 of my friends. Well actually I was not really interested in the first place but one of them apparently successfully convinced me and other two friends to join. Since we decided to join the competition, we should do our best right.
Hm, I guess compared to other groups, we were quite slack and ended up adopting last-minute style. This caused me sleep at 530AM two days ago and I woke up 830AM yesterday doing slides. I n my group were quite satisfy with the slides I did though. It burned our spirit and hope on passing the preliminary round and got a chance to solving case in 48hours. wish....
I had enough sleep yesterday for 8 hours but today I was really sleepy for the whole day since I woke up at 830am today for a workshop. The workshop was about hedge fund, fund management, and private equity. The speaker was good and I felt quite worthy for paying $5 for the workshop.
After that, I had orientation for NUSSU CBLC and we were actually having fun today. Good to see new faces and welcome them to NUSSU CBLC. As for the closing, we had our steamboat party. I was very fulllllll.. In spite of fun I had, I was super tired. Once a while I felt like want to sleep.
And now...what I have?panda eyes and sleepy feeling all the time. I know the effect on having not enough sleep for once can't be easily recovered by paying more sleep for another one day. Hope it recover soon...
I still have so many homework and assignment to do for next week.
just don't feel want to do anything
I dunno what's wrong with me today
I just don't feel want to do anything
After got back from class, I completely didn't do anything
just opening my laptop without doing anything, utube is damn slow
laying down on my bed listening to the music
stg wrong with my self
Wish time can stop
should i or shouldn't i
will i or won't i
options are always there
but how should we pick it so that no regret later on
it's hard to make a decision
but life is always continuing
when you are not making decision now, it will be late
i'm scared of regret
wish time can stop
Start School
Long time I'm not actively writing blog..
Hm..nothing's special recently.
School start
5 Modules
Yesterday I was attending internship briefing
Presents so many great students, I feel uneasy though..feel like I've never plan my life properly since I have so many NOT SURE stuff
When can I start to make a fast, not regretful decision to start early
Made me think, should I take honours or not
Made me think, what suppose to do next
Made me think, I'm not good enough
But.... today I'm not sure why I just feel comfortable with only 1 class this morning.
Nail Manicure
Summer Internship
This is my second day doing my internship.
Wake up at 530am and start working at 8am until,...hm... yesterday I went back about 8pm. Overtime overtime...hahhaa...
But the team is nice and all of them are friendly and humorous, so although it's tiring but it;s fun!
The manager is also very nice and when I was saying about I'm staying in Kelapa Gading, she offers me to go home or come back together. Such a nice person. Furthermore, when I told her that I wanted to make this compulsory so i need her contact, she said ok directly and give it to me, even she said i will give reference or testimonial ..hohohoh
Moreover, the advisory forensic boss is ang mo also very nice..hahaha...
Love to be here.
Bout the work, hm...it's repetitive, doing like research, finding company's bad news etc..and drafting the report due dilligence...
hmmm...gotta rush to work again now...
Shopping Day
Exam is over (at least for this semester)
Time to slack and enjoy
I went shopping today from 12pm to AchorPoint, Bugis, and Vivo City. Back to my hostel at 10pm. Spent bout $70..haha...
Happy but tiring. My feet now are damn painful. Hope to get well soon....
Arggh, but I forgot to buy chocolate..
Tomorrow destination: Plaza Singapore.
Gonna meet the seller of your beautiful Piggy Rabbit doll. $45. not for myself for my cousin..haha..
If yesterday I shopped for my self, today I shopped for people..Bought some chocolates for people.haha
Meanwhile, my holiday to do list: watching korean drama "prosecutor Princess"--> very nice.
then going home, writing marketing case, interning, slacking, eating,sleeping, hmm....diet?very hard....hahahha
I want to learn KOREAN...
SNSD - SxSND
This is my second post in a day.haha...
means? I'm tired and lazy to study.
After I went back from church, together with Adi and others, I happened to have dinner together with lots of Indon and some of them were SxNSD members (Ariel, Harry, Cei, etc). FYI, SxNSD is abbreviated by Sexy Nam Shi Dae, 9 NUS Boys who share same taste in crazy of SNSD and same aims to influence people to love SNSD. They even made SNSD's "Run Devil Run" mv. hahaha
Let me help them to promote
FYI: taken in Mochtar Riady NUS Business School at 11pm-2am in reading week
Ok, this is the discussion. It's quite funny.. I was a bit blur about SNSD and its members. Arguments and Arguments in promoting their own favorite in SNSD...hahhaa.
Share laugh there though..hwahha
Irritating OI - forgiveness
Am I too oriented by stereotype? dislike OI?haha.
Today when I was still in CBLC YIH after my duty at 3pm, I was studying there a while and planned to leave at 430 to go church nearby. I left the door opened and therefore lots of people still came to print. I felt that lots of people might really need to print something and they might not have printer at their stay, so I was please to let them in to print. I didn't even feel annoyed or pissed off by a person who kept going in and out coz she run off balance in her ezlink card to print and took quite some time. I even gave her some tips for her upcoming bizlaw module which I took it before. After that, I locked the door to prevent other people to come in.
Few minutes after that, an quite fat irritating OI knocked the door loudly and I said that we had closed. With his angry and scary face with his big eyes bit red (ie irritation?), he shout with such a high tone "open the door and let me in first". I let him in, and accompanied by his unpleasant body smell, and his "hachi hachi sound (ie. sick)", he said "I need to print and I have exam tomorrow".
He used in quite long time. I got even more pissed off when he was like purposely took longer time to take a seat to steppler neatly kind of wasting more time. Hm... I was actually thinking that yes since I had authority and ability to help him, I should, since I was still there as well. I even imagined, if I were him which I might not have printer and I really needed to print something, I would probably kanciong as well... It's just I don't like his attitude. I would be more than willing to let someone in, using computer and printer in longer time, but with better manner, at least sorry and thanks. Okay, at the end, after he finished doing his stuff, I heard one 'thanks' from him.
Come on...attitude man! But then, I calmed myself down to think positively, he might not be in a good mood (same with me) or in stressful mood.
Then I went off to go to church alone, and I was happened to sit on an empty role and ended up few OIs sat next to me with space of one seat. I was thinking, why today I was oriented with irritating OIs. The little OI boy kept playing his car (toy) really close and closer to me. c'mon there were still more spaces next to your mom I supposed..haha. He went in and out passing me often when his toys fallen behind.
At the point of time, I was thinking, I was in church. I should be more tolerate with people, limit my selfishness and become a human with help. I should not be so easy to be angry or dislike such a small thing.
I dunno why, I was particularly sensitive today, maybe coz i'm during my period of..haha
But, I felt such a different feeling today. I came to the church quite early, when I was singing the songs "love and forgive", my tears was felt to be dropped..Maybe I felt particularly blessed today. I was particularly missing home and family, a feeling to go to church together with family... Anyway, I'm going to go home soon..yay!
Alright, lesson of today... I should not be so easy to be angry and should tolerate more as a social human. Forgive people if they are wrong, and more understand people's need and wants and attitude. They are wrong today doesn't mean I never do something wrong to others.
Be good to people if you want to be treated well by people.
Unsuccessful Accommodation Application
Oh dearrrrr
my cca points in total of 50, cap of 40 because all are organisational basis
the successful cut off point is 41...
Last year was about 33+ only...
I was pretty confident that 40 should be enough....at the end....
eng ing eng.....
How would you feel
What should I do
I'm totally sad and disappointed
I just pray and hope
My appeal is successful to get the offer...
In the same time, I can;t concentrate doing anything now
still thinking what if I can't get it..
How to find housing outside
How would the life be by staying outside in the same time still studyin in NUS...
.....
Exam is coming
Exactly 2weeks from now,
Exams will start..
But till now,
even projects and assignments have not finished
I feel that I am always wasting time with don't know what
I hope I can be more focus
must stop youtubing. wathcing SNSD, korean and taiwan drama, and sleeping too much
Can I?haha. I doubt!
C'mon Fennita...
Just 3.5weeks, you will have a holiday!!!!
Jiayou jiayou
Surprising accounting
What does accounting mean for you
How does accounting affect your life
Is choosing accounting as my major is a right decision?
Some people say,
small salary?
boring work?
tedious work?
crazy work?
but easy to get job?
worse than Business Admin student who can work at bank?
But have you ever felt that you have taken a right choice?
Have you ever felt lucky to be in accountancy programme in NUS?
Not everyone is lucky enough to get in though
I do feel lucky
Although I feel though sometimes
In spite of hard economic
In spite of not very high cap I have
In spite I only applied few internships without hoping any good outcome
I did get some offers
One audit firm, a quite good company called me at 730pm..
What does it mean? It means, it's still your working hours in audit firm?hahaha. Are you prepared?haha
But I'm not working there though.haha
I felt very surprised
I felt very lucky
I felt very happy
I felt because I'm accountancy student,
coupled with some other records in my CV
not because of I'm particularly smart. (I know I'm not)..
neither others who have not get offer are not smart. WRONG!
I got offered by good companies
I feel this is my path
I should go ahead with a strong passion
To get to the bright future
Sounds like a wise statement??
Finally get it
waiting everyday
through long process
happy,anxious,confused,sad
efforts I put
hope I build up
hope I build up
finally I get it
finally I can focus now
finally I can go back with happy feeling
finally I can focus now
finally I can go back with happy feeling
Thanks God
Not to stop here
There's long path to go
Challenge is there
Waiting for me...
Not to stop here
There's long path to go
Challenge is there
Waiting for me...
Don't Hesitate
Don't hesitate with what you do
Don't hesitate to be your self
I'm really addicted with a 98 episodes Korean drama, Don't Hesitate
This drama has a complex storyline and is very nice drama. I slept very-very late around 4pm for these 5days because of this drama, totally watching. OMG....exam period is coming...What was I doing!!!!
This drama makes me dreaming...OMG.....
A lot a lot a lot
Times flies so fast
I almost finish my second year in NUS
Wonder what I have gained in this two years
It's a lot a lot a lot....
Unforgettable memory
Happiness and sadness
I am looking forward
a lot a lot a lot
for the purpose of the future
At the end,
try my best and I believe
God always by my side
and He gives me
a lot a lot a lot
what is the best according to His plan
Easter is coming soon, friends...
Surprising day
The email that I'm waiting for so long and I thought there is no hope n no reply anymore is appeared in my inbox..
One other vendor has been agreed to take up 2 booths for IT Flair
Just hope everything will go smoothly... No rain please...
PINUS DND 2010
Located at Indonesia Embassy near red hill
PINUS presented DND 2010 at $25
Lots of performance which most of them are singing.
Food...hm...OK, but i think bit not enough for 125 ppl
But,,,
I really enjoy watching the DANCE performance..Good Job all the dancers: Oline, Hans, Dank, JK, Kedi,etc...hoho. really entertaining! didn't realize they have such talent before..hehe
In addition, first time clubbing at Embassy...hahhaa
Thanks for the DND committee
who sacrificed their time and energy to prepare
and wash all the all plates and glass to fit the budget.
and all the performers, although I don't really know most of them well
Some photos
Feel sorry to my group mate coz I need to leave earlier in project meeting. Hope all my work that I have scratched and prepared before didn't disappoint you and compensate my early leave..
Singapore Bus Driver
I had a mindset that Singapore Bus Drivers are arrogant. Last time, I had bad experience in which I asked the bus driver to tell me if the bus stop that I would like to go reached. He was angry with me, asked me to see from the EZlink card machines, even he spoke with Chinese with high tone.,
But today, when I went back from my friend house, using SMRT... The bus driver was super helpful. I saw him get off from the bus, help to pull out the path near the door for a handicap to get on the bus with smile...
was really different...hahaha
Change of mindset now..
Honesty
Telling a truth
Telling a reality
Telling what you should know
Telling what you should do
Sometimes it would not benefit you
Sometimes it could be a boomerang
Without thinking deeply
Just say out
Just speak up
Not to disappoint
No understanding
Endure myself
No understanding
Endure myself
Let tears drop
keep for your self
Hide it behind others
Not to show
Be strong
Now,
it most probably might be gone
it most probably would not happen
But, anything can happen
Time might not be arrived yet
Even it is not
Is it better for me?
Hopefully yes
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