Shopping what?

After I finished my class today at 3pm, I went to Jurong Point to buy my auntie's (my mami) orders for 4 clothes at MEZZO store. She saw my oldest auntie's dress bought there last time, and then want it as well; Since I am going back this CNY, so can buy for her. She sent me email with the clothes picture and the size and yeah..they look nice. Since my auntie vry nice to me, then I help her buy lho.. think if not expensive then give her as present..haha..but, since it's quite ex, mybe after I can earn money then buy for her...hahaha...I wish one day I can buy any ex clothes or bags for my mama and my mami, using my own money for sure..hahha


In the same time I also want to buy new clothes for Chinese New Year, and bags if I can find the suitable one. Tradition said, for Chinese New Year, you must buy new clothes with red element, new haircut, go to all relatives house, collect angpao where parents give out angpao,...haahha. Two more weeks before I go back to my home...

Arrived there, out of four clothes, all types were available, but the color and the size she wants were not available anymore. Out of four, there was only one that is available in the warehouse now and only can be taken around 1 week. huh..so troublesome. I need to travel for 1 hour to get there...Moreover, the shopkeepers can't speak and understand English....Lucky I have Elaine accompanied me and became my translator..haha..

At the end, I only get 1 dress for my auntie (unfortunately not her preferable colour) and I didn't get anything I like there. Sigh...Next week go out again..hahha

My Laptop is driving me crazy

huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

My laptop is lagging all the time. Makes me crazy and angry...
Sometimes I feel like want to slam it....
You know why? this happened once 3 of my thick textbook collapsed from my top book shelf and by chance landed on my laptop.

Last two weeks on Thursday when I had decided to bring it to IT Coop to be repaired and suddenly it was working smoothly and I didn't bring to IT Coop...

But now...again....
sometimes it works well, sometimes it really drives me crazy....
"not responding", "lagging", "slow start up windows and some documents"..................

Learning Korean

Ohghhhhhh


I think I get really addicted to learn bout korean languages, maybe coz of watching too much korean drama...
Yesterday I was reading my book for quiz preparation, then I was very sleepy and anyhow opened youtube and watched korean tutorial... I watched until tutorial 7 yesterday..hahhaa. I don't expect myself to really know how to write.. the most important is to listen and understand....
coz why? I will watch drama that I like whenever it's on air.. then after have subtitle, I will watch again...wasting time though..but happy....
That's why I have a strong motivation to learn korean language...

I don't know, I'm scared

zai zhi ge shi jie sang
hen duo shi jing, wo men bu hui zai dao
wo bu zhi dao ming tien hui zhe me yang
wo bu zhi dao ru guo wo de shuen zhi hui rang wo kuai le hai shi rang wo nang guo
wo bu zhi dao wo ying gai zhe me ban

It's hard to make a decision
I'm scared now
I'm upset now
I'm scared if I make this choice and it would be disappointing
it would make me regretting
I'm scared if people over expect me and I can't do as well as what people expect me to do
I'm scared if I can't commit as well as others
I'm scared if people will talk bad behind me
I'm scared if people will talk bad in front of me

Should I take it?
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Another thing..
I'm scared I couldn't find a group
This is the first time I am facing such situation whereby I couldn't find group
coz usually, I'm always in same class with my usual friend
It's incorrect that I don't want to make friends
It's incorrect that I only want with smart people
I'm not smart. I'm an average student
I'm looking a group that is solid that give their best in the project
no matter how good we can do, but it's our best

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Why I feel very burdened now
Why I feel very scared now
Why I feel happiness is flying away from me
Why I feel no one will help me
Why I feel unfair


Facing a competitve class

New semester has just begun! It's time back to school...

Last Monday, my firs class...
out of 32 ppl in class, only 6 2nd year students including me..
It seems a very very competitive class..
Lots ppl can answer very nicely in a very short time..
Now, making a group is also a challenge...
Most of the year 3 and yea 4 student in that class has known each other before. All of us want to be the best!
I have no idea how come I be in that class... my usual classmate is now in different class...sad!
I don't care how my group will be...But I'll try my best for it!
Although we are a year 2 student, doesn't mean we are worse than them! Aza Aza Fighting!

Last Day Internship

Yeah....

My internship has just finished.
But, it means back to school life...

Hm, I still haven't received my salary though..
even haven't received the testimonial... Omg, must do by ourself and let them edit and sign,,,
I will probably get it next two weeks

However, capriciously I received a gift which is chocolate from my 3 supervisors.. They are all nice!
These are what they wrote in the card:
"Hey hey study hard ok! Accounts is not as hard as you think! All the best in your future endeavor"
"Remember,,must get an Honour in your study"
"Study hard and have more self esteem alright"
Since it's unexpected, although it's just a simple thing, I feel touched and happy with it.

Haha...Time flies very fast. One month internship has ended, I just feel like getting to know them better, adapt, now no more time to spend with them anymore..

Should I be happy or sad?