NUANSA 2010 This Earth of Mankind

I'm just back from watching an Indonesian performance: This Earth of Mankind.
Actually first time, I just bought the ticket merely to support my friends who are the committees and performers, and of coz, I'm Indonesian NUS... Honestly speaking,I didn't expect a lot for the first time.

Speechless! It's an extraordinary awesome performance!
All the performers were really doing great
Started from the actors, actress, stage, scene, songs, music, singers, dance, costumes, till props and stage.. incredible! it was such a professional performance..
Really want to have collection of the songs and if possible I wish to watch one more time... Because of this NUANSA 2010, I'm looking forward to watch GAYA 2011 (SMU Indonesian's cultural musical performance)..

Honestly, seeing this marvelous performance, I bit regretted I didn't join to be the performer at all. Last year, NUANSA 2009 didn't give me such a motivation for me to join this year NUANSA 2010, but NUANSA 2010 really had made me feel that I should join...hahaha. Unfortunately, I'm too old already..I'm  a third year student already and I'm not sure whether I should take honours program (4 years study) or just 3 years study without honours....

Nevertheless, proud to be an Indonesian, be PINUS, eventhough I am not part of any committee of PINUS nor NUANSA..Good job ppl.
Hope to see the next NUANSA next year..Hope it can be as good as just now performance or even better.

Sleep very late

I should feel great coz I can survive abit at night, at least to do my project work.

But these whole weak, I almost every day slept at 3am or 4 am. Some of them were because I did some project work until very late. so no choice. it's ok

But some of them were because I just simply can't sleep. I was going to bed around 1am, then I just couldn't sleep. Thinking too much..my brain is overloaded I think...hwahha
Luckily, I rarely have nightmare so far

Today I couldn't wake up and was late for an hour for one of my important module ACC3606... How dare I late for this...huhuhu...I was thinking to join another slot but I couldn't coz i had other class that I needed to present...haizzz. But at least, that class was fun. basically watching people's project and video...hwahhaha

Now I seriously need to sleep. My body is deteriorating. I can feel clearly..hwahhaha....OMG..howwww...
Exam is coming.. I dunno how far I'm left behind, how much I need to catch up. I'm scared really.
I feel this sem, I totally didn't catch up or review the study at all. I skipped so many classes, I was late for some classes, I totally didn't understand what teacher said for my Investment Analysis module.. The was she speaks and teaches really doesn't gv me stimulus to love the module, or even any feel for the module, and totally didn't study for this module..

Can I SU this module?? (it's not my core module, but from my faculty. I actually plan to take double spec wif finance, but facing reality, not sure I will)...........

My LAC1201 Final Chinese Video



This video was meant for my grp Chinese project. Take a look our blog at  http://wo-ai-nimen.blogspot.com/

editing a video is really tiring coz keep changing and add some stuff...hwahaa

Time, can you stop please!

Wah kali ini beneran pusingggggg...
kayaknya belajar ga ada progress gt...
Lots thing to do also

baca lecture notes baru kelar. itupun ga ada yg nyantol.uhuhuh
9 chapters in textbook blon disentuh sama skali
for Wednesday midterm, trus slasa kelas sampe sore lg..huuhuhu..

gmana iniiii
Wish time could stop!!!!!

Long Hours Day

Finally, the super long day is over today...
8am-9pm! GREAT! I have passed it with smile...hwahhaa...DID I?hwaha
8-10am: GEM 2901 Lecture
10am-12pm:LAC1201 Tutorial
12-3pm: FIN3102
3-5pm: FIN3102 Project Meeting
5-7pm:Audit Project Meeting
7-9pm:ACC3606 Lecture....
IT WAS SUPER TIRING! I was incredibly sleepy in GEM and FIN class...was about closing my eyes.whaha

But I got a ride from my friend at 9pm, so I didn't need to wait for super long bus (coz 9pm is a off peak hour,so the bus frequency is quite rare.)hwhaha. Great... I miss my car at home now...hwahhaa

Reflection: what's the purpose of study?

Maybe coz I didn't go to church this week and also tiredness and stress this week, I was called by myself to go for Cell Group today. Although this week, my CGL didn't message me while he always message me for every previous CG, but I came to CG by my own. This is the second time I went for CG this semester.hwhaha..kept skipping the CG. Today I spent bout 2 hours, feeling good..although tomorrow I have midterm.hahaha

It's good to belong to one community. hwaha.
Despite of works this week and following week
Despite of stress and bitterness of my life recently
Despite of limited time and time shortage
I came to Cell Group today...
Feel good after shared abit what we have gone through this week

And the CG material is:
what's the purpose of study? this question suddenly made up my mind
Yeah...we shouldn't stress for our work
Just lean on God and everything should be fine
what He has designed for us will happen accordingly 
If this time I felt a bad week /bad luck and sad for lots of things happening,
just think, there's another better story have been designed by God for me
Yeah...study, wokring, do everything for glorifying God
when you think this way, you could probably feel more relaxing
Don't stress ourself too much
Just do our best
Lean the rest to God
Listen to this song

Worship song today: Jangan Lelah
Jangan lelah bekerja di ladangNya Tuhan
Roh Kudus yg bri kekuatan
Yang mengajar dan menopang
Tiada lelah bekerja bersamaMu Tuhan
Yang selalu mencukupkan
Akan segalanya

Ratakan tanah bergelombang
Timbunlah tanak yang berlubang 
Menjadi siap dibangun
Di atas dasar iman

ICy CG week 8

Make a wrong decision

It's come to my attention when the the interviewer of one of the company I applied for internship asked me,
what's ur considerations or criteria that you want to take honours.

I guess I replied very wrongly for this questions. hmmmm..
But this question really came to my mind and made me think that I did make a wrong decision to take honours
I didn't apply for job and the applications for these companies were closed alrd.
I confusingly joined some CCAs that not sure worth or not. Weekly meeting for event in February and sometimes nothing much to update actually. burden myself with unnecessary thing.
But, my parents actually expect me doing honours coz they believed honours is better and means better than those can't take honours.haizz...
Sometimes I wonder what's the use of taking honours if at the end also will do the same job. hmmm...
Is it just for the sake to gather with uni friends longer and enjoy uni life? will year 4 enjoyable? I don't think so actually.

So now...
otokheeeeeee
start applying intern in other company and indicated that I graduate in May2011?
i'm start regretting nowww........