Beautiful Memory of GK Enchanted Farm

Kamusta!

5 days I spent in GK Enchanted Farm in the Philippines

Started with no feeling
Came with nothing but opened heart
Back with full of mixed feeling

The beauty of the fabulous farm
The frugality of the life
The hospitality of the gracious and friendly people
The sweetness of the cute kids
The hustle of the environment
Covered with full of love

The song that always reminds me to them as we had this for our singing session....

Time to bid farewell
Tears dropped easily
Whenever listened to that song
'Paalam' Gawad Kalinga Enchanted Farm!
You'd always be in my heart
Thanks for giving me a beautiful memory
For this short time

Inflexibility

Inflexibility
Reminder and reminder
Communication chain whatsoever
Inflexible rule

Really make my mood bad.

Cemas tak Berkunjung

Rentuh rintih perih dalam jiwa ini
Peluh keluh kesah dalam dada ini
Cemas ku tahan serasa ingin meledak
Ku mimpi terbang pergi meninggalkan

Seuntai rantai kait tetap di sini
Secarik kertas tiada noda bertebaran
Kapan ini harus selesai bercamuk
Ku ingin hati lega dan lepas

Friends' graduation day

Wed 6 July 2011 marks an important date for BBA and BAC
Coz it's their graduation day

I came down and visit them
My indon friends, my BAC'08 friends
My feeling was mixed.
Happy to message them who were expecting me to come
Happy to hear they said, 'im so happy you are coming'
Happy to see their happy expression to welcome me to come down
Happy to hear they said thank you for coming
Happy to run here and there to take photos with them
Happy for their graduation, yet sad to lose them
I'm going to continue my study in honours years without them

Somehow, I felt I should just graduated this year
to wear the graduation attire,
to throw the hat to the sky,
to take photo wearing that attire
with family, with friends

Everybody was just so busy though

Anyway, congrats for those who have just graduated
Wish you all the best
I will surely miss you all

The tears of a treasurer

It's been 3 years journey for me in NUSSU CBLC. Look back, lots of laugh n tears I suppose.
Start from being the Marketing Subcom, Project Asst Marketing Manger Cyberia Camp 08, Project Treasurer IT Flair 09, Marketing IT Flair 10, OGL Cyberia Camp 10. I took up Executive Committee position as Secretary, Asst Treasurer, then Treasurer respectively.

(Disclaimer: it's just my own feeling, you may disagree. I'm not particularly saying someone)

I have just realised that it's really different between holding these three position and I realise it's getting tougher and more challenging.

There are many reasons why I say this position is tiring, challenging, sensitive. It's been many times I feel irritating for people questions or wrong complain. I feel sad and scared for lots of thing. I really need to work on my feeling not to think negatively, not to be so sensitive.

Honestly speaking, this year I continue to be treasurer in CBLC is not because of CCA points or anything else, but I just feel so close to CBLC already that I wanna still be CBLCan.

Now, they are going to change the name to commIT. although I did recommend this name earlier, but now I'm bit regretting. Somehow I don't like to change. I don't like to go out from my comfort zone. I feel we just trouble ourselves of the changes which is unnecessary and no value added.
Well, different people have different perception and you may disagree with me.

Note of deadline + midterm this week

Somehow I felt relax bfr this week. Always sleep alot, watch sinetron everyday from 830pm-1130pm.
NoW I Start Stress.... I'm not sure how I could finish this well

9 Mar:
submission of MPC individual assignment (I think anyhow do),
presentation that ACC3615 project
Law presentation. Well, although nothing much to prepare for this law as we were supposed to present today

13Mar: submission ACC3614 and ACC3615 project. It's not an easy project indeed.

14 Mar: Law midterm.

18 Mar: ACC3611 midterm

21 Mar: ACC3611 tutorial presentation. Well, though it's tutorial, but it's damn long long long..whahaha23

23 Mar: MPC case presentation

25 Mar: Law tutorial report+presentation

26 Mar: ACC3615 mid term

1 Apr: ACC3614 mid term

21 Apr: ACC 3611 project submission

I haven't studied for my midterm at all..how....

Final Exam
30 Apr: ACC3611
3 May: ACC3614
5 May: ACC3604
7 May: ACC3602
9 May: ACC3615

Bored

super bored
feel like don't want to do anything
even now watching drama is not interesting anymore
don't know what I want
don't know what's my aim
just feel empty n lonely somehow
think i should join 'more energetic' thing
feel like no spirit at all
miss my family


Post CNY small party @ Shihan's house

Shi Han invited us to her house for some CNY party.
We had Steamboat and Tepayaki, with her satay sause
Our dessert was long guan (dunno how to spell)

After that, we continued to play mahjong.
I dunno how many round I went tru till I understand bit.
Seems I'm the only one blur in playing that.
But accompanied by someone, I win lots of time.
I got lot of mahjong tutors there.
Meiqi, Warren, and Xiao Kun took turn teaching me.
Elaine and her bf seems vr pro, but rarely won.haha..
Shi Han, our host and family were very welcoming us and made her self vry busy to treat us the best.
Not only served us with the steamboat,tepayaki, she also served us with wine/champagne.
Too bad I didn't really like wine and I couldn't tell the difference that that was a very good wine.

I was very tired today as earlier I had another small lunch @ 313 with my high-school friends. I had my nice cheese cake there. I said I wanted to go home but they are just too good to persuade me to stay.

Finally, after playing dunno how many rounds of mahjong,
I,Meiqi,Warren,and Xiao Kun changed to play pocker card, while Elaine and bf went to another room (play with others)...We played some money $10 only and played quite fun.
I really learned alot there. The game was getting more excited as we started to play money abit.
Warren is such a professional card dealer.lol.
The way he explained the game and hosted the gamer were awesome.
We played in between, 21, big&small, texas,etc.
Shihan also joined at the end, n she is a risk-taker person, a gambler.

I started to lose my chip in the early game and got back my money in one shoot in texas game.

We ended our game bout 1.20am and went back by cab to Waihong's house first, then he & Elaine delivered me and Xiao Kun home; while they continued to get prata or wat.hahaha

I really had lots of fun, in the same time, super tired... Just need to go to bed now.

Next time I should see casino for sure. 

What a bad luck!

Today is valentine's day.

But how come my day was so bad today.

1. The slides I prepared for some talk today this morning was not working coz, the USB got problem...omg, then i presented verbally without my slides and talked for 15mins...I shouldn't spend time for it and prepare it.

2. I went back to PGP, I carried the big plastic of costumes (it's 12 tradition big costumes+accesories btw) which I need to return it to People Association Wearhouse. I supposed to go with one of my Infusion team member, but since she suddenly she had things to do (well doing CBLC duty), I'm too to offer her to just stay and don't need to go to PA with me.

3. I took a cab from PGP in which I brought my big plastic bag. I chit chat with the uncle taxi driver as he's quite nice, then chit chat chit chat I asked him, where r u going just now actually bfr I went into ur cab, he said "I want to eat nasi lemak nearby here" then I said, did i regret to take me then as my place bit far?, he laughed and said, actually abit, is it ok for u to get off here and it's vry easy to get cab from here, i don't charge u then.
OMG, well, I think I'm too good to say it's ok. Change to another cab in 1mins, the driver is a lady, she is very nice too. What an experience getting off the taxi by the taxi driver on the street with a very big plastic bag (ALONE)

4. When I reached PA, the security said to me, PA Wearhouse is close today. OMG, im super pissed off actually as PA Wearhouse asked me to return the costumes today. I called for 3times nobody picked, finally someone picked n I could return it. But, bfr that, I walked damn damn far from the PA door to the PA Wearhouse. I went there and the person made me wait super long bout 20mins bfr she let me go.

5. coz I could only claim the taxi from NUSSU IRC for INfusion only 1 way, I did went back by MRT.
I walked the way to Farer Park MRT to Harbourfront, but I super tired and sleepy n I slept in the MRT, when I woke up, it's back to the Farer Park..OMG..wat happened to me today.

6. When I reached to mrt station, someone approached me saying, are u NUS student, I need to do survey from NUS student bout their lifestyle (that bcoz i wear NUS Business School t-shirt today). I just feel my time is so limited for me today as I need to do my tutorial and project to discuss tomorrow, so I'm bit unwilling actually to help. Suddenly I remember my friend, Elaine said to me last time, "don't anyhow do survey, next time u do survey people also anyhow"), then I do want to help, at the end I found out it's some insurance company, n I totally no no for this thing.

What a beautiful valentine's day which I accompanied by so much bad luck~







my 21th Bday: 13.02.11 What happened?

21 years I have been living as me
long journey has been passed
Lots of happiness

What happened?
Though bit weird, but I have two different group of best friends (can't be together): my Indo friend and my tutorial group (always group together) friend.hwahhaa

13 Feb 2011, at 0015am
For this particular 21th Bday, lots of my friends are going for exchange, but yeah they didnt forget my bday. They (Cristina, Cus, Hans, Praj) skyped and the rest here (Tjokro, Marlyna,Felic, Har,Kg,Revata) still celebrated my bday. Well, i was vr vr touched n happy with the bday surprise: skype idea, memorable bottle why we all love fennita, and friends map nya. +the bakerzin cake..as lots of u are overseas. You guys are creative and cool...





It's somehow funny yet memorable & cute, lots of funny pose, unsyncronize action and singing motion, couldnt connect here and there. hahhaa yg pas kita blon mulai maen gitar then dsana uda nyanyi..ga synchronized...this is the first ever bday celebration utilizing the advance of technology in my batch.
Though 4 of u are not here, but if I thought positively, I should feel great to get "Happy Bday" wish from ppl around the world..ahahhaa....

I went back to my room at bout 2+am, I was happy, slacking, chatting, fb-ing, and smiling and I slept at 330am. I couldn't wake up the morning after that to go to the church, though my other friend (Michele) did give me a bday' wake up call.whahaha.., but i continued sleeping.

1.30pm
After that, I woke up, and my auntie called me saying she is now in Singapore and asked me go out to have lunch..hwahaha..We ate at Thai Expresss. food is nice too. coz i woke up late, I couldnt attend the morning mass and at the end I need to go to the afternoon session one at 5pm.

Then, I went around, shopped a pair of black shoes and went off to church.
5pm
It's just nice I go for 5pm mass.
After that, the mass is abit long as the father got give special bless for the old. First time I saw this though.whahah.
Well, feel bit bad coz i made my friends waiting at Cityhall.

615pm, reached at 645pm
Right after that, I went to Cityhall as soon as I could to catch up with my accounting best friend. hwahah. We ate at some Indonesian restaurant, forgot what's the name.
Thanks to Meiqi to organise this, booked the place  and prepared the rest together with Elaine.
Bit sad William couldn't come as he got family CNY dinner.
And Elaine came but didn't eat and left bfr I cut cake. Just know that she couldn't eat asam. I'll remember that. Well, still thank you though can't eat, bf can't stay too long (neither u can) coz he has presentation tml, but u still come and help prepare the gift and cake.
So at the end, Meiqi, Warren, n Tecklim  accompanied me cutting the cake..
For me,such a small celebration means alot. The cake is damn nice (but too surprise me, too big..haha), Secret Recipe Chocolate banana. The gift, the wallet also, i like alot. I sure will use it. Thanks meiqi,elaine, wiliam,tecklim,warren. I didn't expect it actually. Specially thanks to Elaine who was buying, thanks..anywy, ur taste exactly same with me, like pink..hwahhaha...u know me alot oo.
Oh ya, the restaurant gave me the free cendol+red bean drink for the bday girl.hwaahha
Thanks lot friends. Just feel bit sorry make u all waiting.



Then I went back home, went to Fairprice awhile to buy some bread etc, and reached PGP at 1030pm.
Taking a bath,slacking, FB-ing, my Birthday has ended here.
I'm happy to have friends here, not alone here.

Lastly, happy valentine everyone.

Fennita

Hectic and conflict

It's week 1 for Accounting student
Feel like so hectic alr
Just heard few conflict here and there
Hope everything would be fine

God, please guide me and lead me
Help me to forget unnecessary thing
Bring me a bright day
and let me smile everyday

Auditor life

So tired

It's been 2 days I worked till late. Yesterday was till 1040pm, today till 11pm.

This counted as early for peak period......haha.

This will last at least till this Friday as next week I will change engagement with other senior

Past year working paper is not tie with FS figure, must find out...

Got additional things to do at 5pm, must do

Can't go back earlier coz things to do does not stop

and also feel bad to the senior

Went back at 1030pm scheduled everyday, getting later and later

OT not paid. Only can claim taxi fare.

Waited for taxi about 20 mins.

Reached home bout 1130

Well, actually I don't mind if OT but learn something (and something new)

But I guess they just lazy to teach, and keep ask me do the easy one but TEDIOUS really tedious thing...

Luckily it's not my compulsory internship, not so desperately need a good appraisal...haha

What a life of auditor

I guess I'm not suitable become an auditor

Fun and Free

Yesterday was a fun day for me


I went to Geylang on the afternoon to do stat audit
The place was really hard to find
I was supposed to go down alone, but luckily my friend William got nothing to do 
and hence he accompanied me going after he got approval from his senior.
We had spent quite sometime after got off the taxi to find the exact place
After finished the thing, we walked around to find a good food, "frog leg porridge" 
which unfortunately was closed. 
We ended up going back to Tanjong Pagar and ate at "Amoy" food court. 
It was very very crowded.

I suppose auditor is an adventurous type...We unlikely work in the same place all the time..

One incident happened, 
I put my bag on the top of a candy
In fact that candy was used to chop that sit, but I didn't see it
That guy purposely sit next to that table and scolded me
"You know I have chopped the place with the candy, 
and you put your bag on the top of it"
Well, it was irritating and reducing my appetite, though 
I knew it's partly my mistake that I didn't see the candy. 
coz of this, I don't feel want to go there anymore, 
although the food are really alot.

Well, just forget those unhappy thing.
At 430pm, we had a team (all team A) meeting. 
The partner who was presenting is a quite good speaker and so didn't make us fall asleep
One interesting statement from him, 
"You see, you should be happy, you are working in the United Nation, 
there' re ppl from Malaysia, China, Indonesia, Hongkon, Pakistan, India, 
Singapore, Philiphine etc" 

Upon that meeting,
We had our team dinner at Merchant Court Swisshotel Clarke Quay
One thing, the durian is nice...hahhaa


After that, we continued to walking around Clarke Quay 
We found a spot to sit and chit chat
We ordered some drinks.
I ordered the vodka with lemon...
but,,,,I suppose no alcohol taste at all
Just feel bit wasted. it taste like a $2 lime juice only, but it's $15 vodka..
Well, regardless it's my senior treat...yay

It was pretty fun day
in the middle of my internship
Though leave me a painful foot...






Goodbye 2010. Welcome 2011. Happy New Year

One year has been passed
2010 is over
2011 is coming
Hope this new year brings more joy and happiness

Hope:
just be a better person
can have a better life
can appreciate life n myself more
can bring happiness to people around as well

Today 1.1.11
I went to Sentosa with my Accountancy friends:
Meiqi, Shi Han, Warren, Elaine Hor and her boyfriend,
Alvin, Ying Min, Elaine Kok, Eunice, Siau Kun, Calvin
I went for kind of picnic and played played there
I didn't go to the sea as I hate sunburn
I guess coz some of us complain of hating sun
Thus today it was raining
We brought lots kind of snacks, food, drinks...
At the end we can't finish coz everybody brings something without telling others
though did nothing much but I had lots of fun
Lastly, we ate at Hongkong Kim Gary Restaurant at Vivocity for dinner



12 Months happiness, 52 weeks fun, 365 days laughter, 8760 hours good luck, 525600 minutes joy, 3156000seconds success..Wishing a happy 2011 everyone!