Sweet Home and Melody

Free trial for Gym at PGP during holiday till 9January 2010.
I just knew it today.
I went there with two other friends.
I think we chit chat more than exercising
Only other 2 people there besides us

What's is boxing day?
Today my uni friend asked me, "Hah, you don't know what's boxing day?"
"It's a day after Xmas, Christian should know"
I'm not sure it's my knowledge is too limited,
or no such "Boxing Day" in Indonesia...

Anyway,
Today was a great day.
We grabbed our lunch at most burger at Clementi
Continued with playing various card games for 4 hours in "dunno what's the cafe name at Clementi".
We took photos (as usual), and exchanged gift.
I got chocolate.. Upzz....seems I gained weight in this three days (super short Xmas holiday)
Also, today was the first time I tried Koi bubble tea.
I tried the bubble green tea..Hmm..nothing's special actually. Perhaps I should try the others.

This song is really nice and somehow is very sad.
I just happened to listen to this song after I listened to my friend's story.
It's truly sad. Hope everything's gonna be okay.





她 竟   悄   悄   的 来  过
ta jing qiao qiao de lai guo
她 慢  慢  带  走  沉   默
ta man man dai zou chen mo
只  是  最  后  的 承    诺
zhi shi zui hou de cheng nuo
还  是  没  有  带  走  了 寂 寞
hai shi mei you dai zou le ji mo

我 们  爱 得 没  有  错
wo men ai de mei you cuo
只  是  美  丽 的 独 秀
zhi shi mei li de du xiu
太  折  磨   她 说   无 所  谓
tai zhe mo   ta shuo wu suo wei
只  要  能   在  夜 里 翻  来  覆 去 的 时  候  有  寄 托
zhi yao neng zai ye li fan lai fu qu de shi hou you ji tuo

等   不 到  天   黑    烟  火  不 会  太  完  美
deng bu dao tian hei   yan huo bu hui tai wan mei
回  忆 烧   成    灰    还  是  等   不 到  结  尾
hui yi shao cheng hui   hai shi deng bu dao jie wei
她 曾   说   的 无 所  谓    我 怕 一 天   一 天   被  摧  毁
ta ceng shuo de wu suo wei   wo pa yi tian yi tian bei cui hui
等   不 到  天   黑    不 敢  凋   谢  的 花  蕾
deng bu dao tian hei   bu gan diao xie de hua lei

雨 也 在  跟  随    放   开  刺 痛   的 滋 味
yu ye zai gen sui   fang kai ci tong de zi wei
今  后  不 再  怕 天明   我 想    只  是  害  怕 清   醒
jin hou bu zai pa tian ming   wo xiang zhi shi hai pa qing xing
不 怕 天 明   我 想    只  是  害  怕 清   醒
bu pa tian ming   wo xiang zhi shi hai pa qing xing

Translation
She actually came quietly in the silence
She walked slowly with a silent
This is the last promiseStill hasn't taken away the loneliness
 
Our love was not a mistake
It's just one beautiful one man show is torturous
She said it doesn't matter
As long as the night repeating over and over again, there's focus
 
Until the sky becomes dark, the fireworks will not be perfect
Memories completely burned to ashes
still can't wait until the end
The "it doesn't matter" she once saidI am afraid to be forgotten day by day


The flower buds don't dare to wither
The green leaves are following
the feeling of unleashed pain
from now on, I will no longer fear the morning
I think I only fear of waking up

Today is 24 Dec 2010, the Christmas Eve. Again, I spent my Christmas in Singapore this year.

This year Xmas eve is not so bad though although I can't spend the Xmas with my family. This morning, I went to my company's Annual General Meeting today at SMU 9am-12pm. It was very very boring till I could fall asleep for awhile. Well at least the buffet is quite good. The Lasagna is delicious and actually the Turkey is also not so bad la...Uniquely, they prepared the exactly the same Xmas Chocolate cake with the one I ate last year during my previous internship with other company. I enjoyed the chit-chat session with other intern as well. After that, I went for shopping awhile with one of my fellow intern and I bought one perfume from Guess although couple days ago I bought the small Ferragamo perfume as well.  Sale really makes people spending money for unnecessary things. Well, I rarely use perfume though. Not sure what for I bought it..hwahhaha

Everywhere is on sale, it's really a temptation...I was just bought a new shoe as well.
Flash back: It's kind of revenge because I couldn't get the CROCS shoes couple days ago. That day, Crocs was helding a super sale at EXPO, I went there on the last day and got nothing but a statement "We are packing up, it's close already". I arrived there 6.15pm while they closed at 6pm. I thought they closed at 8pm same with the previous 2 days sale. a bit pissed off at that day..Travelling so far, I only got a Burger King ice cream cone at the end.

After that, I went back home to take a nap and planned to meeting my friend at 6pm at Orchard to join their dinner. I ended up sleep from 330pm till 730pm, and when I woke up, I couldnt join them in the Orchard. I took a bath and went to the church directly. I went to Cathedral of Good Shepherd at City Hall, exactly next to SMU. haha I went to the same bus stop (in front of SMU again) and back with MRT from City Hall. I didn't bring my wallet with me tonight and I realised that after I was about to get on the bus.whhaha..Luckily,  I had an EZlink card in my phone pouch so I still could go to the church. Well..too bad I can't use my concession card and I couldn't give the church offering in the Xmas Eve....

The church Xmas atmosphere was great. The choir and the music were great. It's super crowded. Especially when they closed the mass with "Joy to the World" song with their great choir+music and we said "Merry Xmas" to friends.  Furthermore uniquely , this year the one who were doing the offering collection were wearing various country traditional clothes: Indon kebaya& other province trad costumes, China's trad costumes, and Japan's kimono...looks great.whahaha...

Put some picture in, so it doesn't look so plain.

Anyway, it's pretty a nice day... Merry Xmas Everyone. Have a blast!

It's indeed true if my friends asked me to go out, I said No for several times. But not sure why, there's really some barriers. For one time during my bday, they would like to celebrate bday for me and I got stomachache. I'm not lying.. For some other time, I got CCA stuff which I have agreed to come already.

One of my senior who worked together with me one week ago came back today and said "You looks slimmer. Are you stress? Get bullied by him (my other senior)?", I said," Not stress le, I'm quite happy here". Then she continued,"Wah, one week work audit already like that, are you going to do audit after graduation?". My other senior said, "Wah, should thank me"..hahaha...

Though I don't feel I'm slimmer, I'll take it as compliment...yeah..happy...I should do more audit work then...hwahhaaha...if it's really true, I feel working is the best way to lose weight...

The client I engage now is actually 4 companies (parents+subsi) and they placed in one building. I am actually in charge of the company at the first floor together with 1 of my senior, say Co A. This one is for Asia-Pacific one,the biggest among the rest, normally I came bout 9am, a lot of client employee were around. The other 2 usually do the one at 4th floor, this one much smaller, say Co B. C and B are in the same place

Since yesterday, I was waiting for Co A to retrieve some documents for me. So, I went up to help others and I was doing Bank Recon perusal and PPE TOD for C. C was just founded this year, so still very small.

Yeah..the story begins
Everyday, I usually directly go to the client place myself because it's nearer for me hence I can wake up later, while the rest will gather at office first usually, and take cab together. My company office hours is 845am-545pm officially. But normally no people at 845am.hwahhaa. Usually if I go to the office first, we will go at 9+ or 10am from office and reach the client place at 10am++, earliest 930am.

I can actually come here 10am also though, even my senior said, don't need come so early.. but I just come here about 9am as official hours is actually 845am. So, feel bit bu hao yi shi la.whahah.. Today I woke up bit late and reached here at 915am.
I went to the 4th floor at 915am, noone opens the door for me. I went up again at 950am, someone opened the door for me but only 2 people were inside and the rest (the Finance people I actually look for) were not around yet.

One person (not sure company B or C representative) talked to me in Chinese, "wah, today you come so early, somemore only you alone ah?, you know we actually not start so early one, for logistic we actually really start work after lunch, even if people come early, nothing to do, just play computer, wait and book for lunch etc". Of course, he talked in casual and joking tone. Wat a nice experience today.

Means what? I suppose to come here about 11am?hwahaha...till now my seniors have not come yet. I am now only at office A surf net while waiting for client give me the files. Well, it's not coz we are lazy to find the file by self, it's they file it based on code which must get it from the system etc and dunno wat la..so complex.hwahaha.. even they now lend us the laptop for us to go into their system, they are using AX system, I only know very basic.wahhaha...

Seems, need to go home late a bit today. still got things to do,but can't start now.

Learning point: auditor working hour is flexible and it's true that it's long hours.whahaha...

One of my module that I thought I would fail (seriously) or perhaps C at best, I still get B. What a miracle was.
and I feel the rest are quite ok alr as I took 6 mods this sem. Thanks God.

After 1 week of internship, I get used with of OT. Going back at 7-8pm is normal though, compared to next Jan. I heard usually for Jan, Feb, they will stay back till bout 12pm.hwahhaa.

Fortunately my senior is nice. He always asked me, OK or not. If you have something to ask just ask. If you need to ask client, you can also ask me to help you ask.whahaha..If you have anything and you need to go back early, just say, it's ok one. it's your right ok. Then not sure the date yet, we'll be having what dinner what la...you must go you know..whahaha...pay you so little, this thing must go one.whahhaa...

So far, I did TOD,TOC, Perusal Test, Walk through test etc... Basically do vouching and do the working paper. Hm... My senior said hm...this month probably not learn a lot, just do vouching, match here and there, later Jan can learn more..but need more OT.whahah...

5 days in the same client, I feel I get to ask them more freely. And get to know them better and feel they are nice as well...hwahhaa...

Lastly, year-end gift.whahaha

I felt the HR person is not so friendly, compared to my previous internship HR person. But anyway, I would say I should thank God that I get a quite nice team. First day internship, I directly went to the client, located near to the office luckily and did an overtime till 730pm today. Well, not sure I should be happy or not, I should feel lucky or not, I am treated quite nicely as like a real employee. It's much better than staying at the office and doing nothing I guess. I would also say my client place is nicer than in the office.whahahha

Cyberia Camp is over. I would say this Cyberia camp really gave me a lot: friendship, experience, fun, photoshop training, LOTS of chips+ very nice goodie bag, BBQ session etc...I'm happy to get a very good feedback from my OG as their OGL. But yeah seems, I was kena bullied during the camp, but yeah we were all joking..hahahha....

After the Cyberia camp, we continued the party with CBLC X-mas party. We exchanged the gift and took photos, and then we continued with decorating our centre with our own paper cut creation. OUR CENTRE NOW LOOKS BEAUTIFUL.hwahhaha

But bfr that, I helped my welfare cell to prepare the food. This is the first time I baked and made a cake.hwahaha... ABBY is pro.... We made brownie (though doesn't taste like a brownie at the end because except Abby, the rest were such "totally can't make it" including me)hwahaha and cup cake (this cup cake tastes good though)..waahhaha

Overall, I'm really happy with this past three days..

This is the first time I become the OGL for Cyberia Camp, and also the first time for my whole life.
My OG name is SAFARI. Together with Prajna as the OGL, I felt this camp gave me a really great experience and FUN. I'm happy to have all my OG members which are very ON. It's pretty cool we had ex-engin club president, CAC president, NES vice president, and the other enthu2 people inside my OG. I'm proud of their enthusiasm, their solidarity, their spirit, their friendliness, etc. Well, unfortunately, we didn't win, but again I'm still proud of them. We're the only group that having a supper outing on the first day, we are the only group staying for the last for the BBQ session, we are the only group that are "too confident" of ourselves, and I still feel that though we didn't win based on the points cumulation, but I feel we are the most enthu group and the best bonded group...

Well, it's quite embarrassing as there are only four group but we are the last one. Furthermore, when the committee was about announcing the winner, "Who is the winner??" then we all shouted, "Safari", even when the committee asked the real winner "why not shout at all? you are not confident enuf?", they just kept silent.....haha...Felt a bit sad and disappointing, no face.haha, but at least we were given the title "the best performer" for our drama performance, though at that time, I was not pretty sure that this really belonged to us or just gave it away to us...

Nonetheless, I would like to thank the Cyberia Committee that made this camp happened, made this camp fun, made this camp successful. Everyone: PD, operation, programme, training, marketing, YOU all did a really good job. haha...especially for the marketing, you are successful to get everyone's recognition of your good work in getting a very nice goodie bag (at least from my OG members). I'm keep laughing when my group member who came late and hadn't got the goodie bag kept asking me "Fennita, you forgot something: the big big one" or the other one "Can I know will I get the goodie bag etc, it's really a good goodies", or "Can I get your marketing-sponsorship contact, I think it's really good especially this is only a 45-people events" or "I want the food inside,etc". It's nice to hear this really, and I'm happy and proud for the CBLC+Cyberia camp marketing team as well.

Overall, I was not only getting the Photoshop training, but also the friendship and FUN.
Meanwhile, I would also like to apologize to the committee, my OG, my AGL, and everyone who are involved if I had any mistakes during the camp especially as I had never really experienced the stress faced by the Cyberia camp committee
I just helped my OG members to ask for the goodie bag to the committee, i really didn't mean to stress you really. I just felt bad to not give them the goodie bag in the morning especially when they asked me again, as we had promised them. I'm sorry bout this.

I do really had fun for this two days, and I didn't regret at all to cut few days I could spend with my family for this camp.

Not sure why
Recently when I msn-ed people, seems noone replied me...
Not sure did i make some mistakes or anything or my msn got problem or else...
Anyone can tell me why?

It's really a pleasure I could be here celebrating my dad's bday!

In the morning, we had a duty of church collection. It's a 6am mass btw...super sleepy coz ytd I was accompanied my auntie for a mid night sale in Mall Artha Gading. Not much though....

One of the sale was a 70% discount Charles&Keith; but nothing much left. Still, buy in Singapore seems cheaper.hahaha

In the contrary, I'm very sad coz in this special day, I (indirectly) broke his guitar. My little brother took it to play play then unpurposely fell it down. It's just 2 days that I started playing that guitar and even promised myself to practice guitar at least 1 hour a day during my few days left at home.  It's his 30 years old guitar that he bought when he was a uni-student. I said it's regretful and i even said I actually planned to bring it to Singapore. What did he say?He said it's ok, if you really want, just buy the new one. I really felt sorry bout this though. I was thinking he should love his guitar, but he just let it go because his son broke it.


After that, we just off to celebrate his bday. We invited our relative in Jakarta (only 1 family in Jakarta) and our neighbors to have lunch in a Chinese restaurant, Golden Leaf. It's pretty good restaurant. We booked a room of 4 dining tables (each 10 people) which the room has karaoke facilities. It's pretty happy sharing the happiness with other people, "through food and karaoke session"?

Special thanks to my friend, Christina who introduced me and taught me abit playing guitar. My parents were surprised that I could touch and play a guitar, though a bit only. Now I could at least play happy bday and amazing grace in total. Of course, the super simple one!!! Now, i'm trying to play romance d'amour (the front part only>hahhaha) and some other simple songs. Happy yeah!

Yesterday was a packed day for me but full of joy and disappointment!